Ignoring the fact that you're massively experienced and should be more than aware of the rules by now, nowhere in this "apology" do you actually apologise for your actions.
Yes, you're supposed to wait either until you're revived so you can continue roleplay or until you're fully dead, as is...
You don't actually do this do you?!
Yes but when I drive IRL I tend to lean more towards being a safe and decent person rather than putting people at risk for the chance of getting somewhere 2 minutes earlier
Definitely a van driver