Sorry to hear you're struggling. People are often very unaware or ignorant of the fact that medication has side effects that can play a big role on physical health too. If it makes you feel any better, me and many others didn't even know you were schizophrenic. I hope you get better.
Always here if you wanna chat or play games fellow chudder! Can be more silly goofing shenanigans on PERP, etc. or just watching videos, etc. to help take your mind off things. Always here friendo!