I'd like to say nothing I am about to reply with is in any way an attempt to undermine my actions; they were reckless, inexplicable, and outright stupid. I take full accountability for this and I deeply apologise.
However:
- My "plan" going in was that the word "punch" was shouted to me - with the heavy implication that there is one very low health
individual. There had been a LOT of shots as I was observing from a safe place and trying to relay information to the org, as I had
just got out of prison and was unarmed. From this I attempted to deduce that it would be reasonable for only one officer to be alive at low
health, as the shots had stopped for a decent period of time. Obviously this was wrong and this doesn't detract from how stupid it was
- I'm extremely sleep deprived and not thinking straight. Again, my sincere apologies for this.
- I was immediately apologetic to everyone involved and also made it clear in OOC:
and made an attempt to open a dialogue with you, which was instantly shut down:
- What I did had absolutely zero influence on the outcome of the situation.
- You were instructed to make a report numerous times by multiple staff members on the server at the time, and you decided to respond
with a horrible attitude and refuse. You are desperate to get me extensively punished and were revelling in it immediately.
You have a disdain for me due to past disagreements and are now leveraging that spite to act maliciously with this AR, in an attempt to deny any sort of human dialogue and reduce it to something cut and dry. You are pushing for harsher punishment by making an AR and removing the face-to-face aspect from the interactions with staff members. You were told multiple times to make an F6 and disregarded it. You are deeply spiteful and do not want to let go of it. I am more than willing to understand that I made a very poor mistake and I will take whatever comes from this, but by the way you've conducted yourself here you just show exactly what kind of person you are.
