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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Ellie
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 6 Months

Your Steam Name: definitelynotbootleg69
Your Roleplay Name: Cameron Heineken
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:561792687

Why were you banned/blacklisted?: Mass RDM

Why should this appeal be considered?: I am a newbie to the GMod RP server. Whilst I was roleplaying, I had luckily managed to score 1M dollars on the casino wheel which made all my dreams come true. I could buy a proper car, have better clothes, you get my point. So, after a while of casually roleplaying, I got bored and spent a fraction of my fortune on home defence weapons. A few minutes later I concocted a plan to commit a genocide against the local police department, as at the time there was a major uprising after the mayor went corrupt and the citizens began to riot. I did know that RDM was not allowed and I sincerely apologize, however once my plan was in action it was already too late.
Cop after cop, bystander after bystander, I racked up a killstreak with my fairly expensive .50 BMG I had bought from the market, until eventually I fell flat onto the ground, dead. Upon attempting to respawn, I was banned, and this was something I had been expecting. Had I been in the right headspace, I probably would've realized that it wasn't worth giving up my opportunity to play on this server again for a while considering how few other detailed serious RP servers there were at the time. Expecting a permaban, I went and checked the bans on the website, and was happy to hear that it was a temporary ban. However I was still disappointed by the fact I had to wait 6 months to play on the server again.
And now, with over 2 months of my ban left to serve, I am becoming impatient. I miss the fun people I would meet playing the server and the relationships I would form; A roommate who helped me try and cook cannabis (however, to no success), a close friend who had a grandfather that ate play doh, a neighbour who knew the ins and outs of harvesting forest mushrooms, the list goes on. I am sincerely sorry for the mass unprovoked murder that I committed (the killcount of which I am uncertain of) and I am hopeful that my apology will be taken into account. If given the opportunity I would happily apologize to each and every individual in every roleplay that I undoubtedly interrupted during this attack and I would apologize to all the roleplayers that I killed, most likely leading to them having to wait ages to roleplay again.
If revoking this ban is at least considered, I would feel honoured.
Thank you for reading.

Additional Information: If it helps, my username at the time was "bootleg puro" and I was shooting at the police station from the top story of my apartment block (closest to town hall).
 
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