Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Years
Your Steam Name: Lushi
Your Roleplay Name: Benjamin Ruggiero
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:240551246
Why were you punished?: 1.5, 1.1 - Took a picture of another player without their consent thereafter made the image his steam profile. Continued to mock the other player whilst he did so. Return when you have grown up.
Why should this appeal be considered?: First of all, I want to say that I understand I was given the condition that one year needs to pass, but it has been 11 months and one day. I'm not sure if the difference between 12 months and 11 months is that significant, but at least I will try.
I want to start this appeal differently than others, and I wanna say that my point of view on the situation is quite different from how it was at the time of the punishment. Back then, I was thinking that the punishment issued was totally absurd because it was not related to PerpHeads, but now, reviewing the situation, I actually made myself think about how it looked from @Efan’s perspective, and I think that his actions were legit because even if it didn’t happen on the server, it still included two people who play on this server, and Efan saw that one of them was a real brat, making really childish actions such as posting another person’s face on his profile as a result of an argument.
And I think I totally deserve this punishment. Furthermore, I want to sincerely thank the staff for making it lenient because I know that people doing the same as me get permanent or CWB bans, but I got a two-year ban.
@Efan, thank you so much for opening my eyes to my previous attitude. I had a look at all my apologies, forum posts, DMs, and clips where I saw how I treated others, and, oh shit, it was so embarrassing. I just can’t imagine how I would feel if I was in Daniel’s place or in someone else’s place when I was bullying them. And now, approximately one year later, my attitude has changed so much, both IRL and online. I no longer bully people for the way they look or act because I think it’s horrible. People all over the world commit suicide every day for being bullied by people online and IRL, and, oh shit, it’s horrible.
And if I see anyone bullying or making fun of others, I will try to recommend that person to stop because it’s not fucking cool. Many people think that treating others badly is cool, but it’s absolutely not. It’s so embarrassing that you just say bad words about others when they did nothing to you. A good example of this is when I got a DM from a community member (I will avoid saying names so no one says something bad about them). They messaged me and asked for the photo I was using to harass Daniel. I instantly replied with a negative answer, and when I saw that the person wouldn’t stop, I contacted a staff member and notified them about the situation. I want to convince everyone doing that to avoid getting in trouble.
I don’t really remember literally everyone who I was speaking badly of or talking shit about, so I will address this part to everyone.
Dear PerpHeads community & Staff members,
I’m very sorry for my childish attitude and actions that were made by me 1+ year ago. I joined the community in December 2022 at the age of 13, and I thought it was just some random RP server where I could break rules and get nothing, but eventually, time passed, and I found out that I actually like the server, including the people and staff members. I have met many good people around there who helped me, and then when I found an org and friends, my ego went up, and I started harassing others who didn’t have an organization or friends.
The guy I remember bullying the most for not having an org and not trying to get one is @Babi. Listen, Babi, I already apologized to you a long time ago, but I want to apologize again for bullying you because you couldn’t raid and didn’t have an org. I don’t know why I was like that at the moment, and I’m really happy that you succeeded now and have guns, an organization, and, most importantly, true friends. I thank you for understanding me and that even after my childish and harassing actions, you still remained my friend.
@Efan, @A1L, @Ellie, and other staff members, I’m really sorry for causing you trouble throughout all my time spent on the server, and I swear if I get unbanned, or even if not and the two-year period passes, you will hear my name in bad situations very rarely or maybe even not at all. And especially, I want to thank @A1L for giving me shorter bans even though I deserved permanent bans, starting when I first joined the server and started RDMing people around PD, throwing Molotovs, and also when I had my first argument with Daniel. Thank you so much, and I think that this actually reflected on my attitude.
And most importantly, @DanielRabbit, I’m sorry for everything I have done to you, and it’s really a lot. I have harassed you for a long period of time, on PerpHeads and on another server (not giving the name, but I think you know which one). I know that you have already forgiven me, and I’m really thankful for that because, to be honest, if I were you, I couldn’t forgive someone who did something like this to me for a very long period of time and always lied that he would stop doing it but eventually came back to the same attitude. I think you just have a really big and good heart, and you actually believe that people can change, which happened to me. Thank you so much.
In conclusion, I want to say that I think I’m READY to come back to this amazing and unique server. Servers like this do not exist. This server has a different vibe—it just feels different. The community is full of good people, and the staff members are doing everything they can to upgrade it. When I had this attitude, I was a 13- or 14-year-old kid. And even if it’s not a big difference, I’m now 15, and I already know that every action has a CONSEQUENCE, whether it’s a bad or a good action. Everything in this world has results. And if you make other people feel bad, then be ready for someone to make YOU feel bad. In that case, I made Daniel feel bad when I used his picture, and then I got a ban. To be honest, after some time, I started really missing PerpHeads and feeling very embarrassed about what I had done.
Thanks to everyone for reading until the end, and have a nice one.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Years
Your Steam Name: Lushi
Your Roleplay Name: Benjamin Ruggiero
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:240551246
Why were you punished?: 1.5, 1.1 - Took a picture of another player without their consent thereafter made the image his steam profile. Continued to mock the other player whilst he did so. Return when you have grown up.
Why should this appeal be considered?: First of all, I want to say that I understand I was given the condition that one year needs to pass, but it has been 11 months and one day. I'm not sure if the difference between 12 months and 11 months is that significant, but at least I will try.
I want to start this appeal differently than others, and I wanna say that my point of view on the situation is quite different from how it was at the time of the punishment. Back then, I was thinking that the punishment issued was totally absurd because it was not related to PerpHeads, but now, reviewing the situation, I actually made myself think about how it looked from @Efan’s perspective, and I think that his actions were legit because even if it didn’t happen on the server, it still included two people who play on this server, and Efan saw that one of them was a real brat, making really childish actions such as posting another person’s face on his profile as a result of an argument.
And I think I totally deserve this punishment. Furthermore, I want to sincerely thank the staff for making it lenient because I know that people doing the same as me get permanent or CWB bans, but I got a two-year ban.
@Efan, thank you so much for opening my eyes to my previous attitude. I had a look at all my apologies, forum posts, DMs, and clips where I saw how I treated others, and, oh shit, it was so embarrassing. I just can’t imagine how I would feel if I was in Daniel’s place or in someone else’s place when I was bullying them. And now, approximately one year later, my attitude has changed so much, both IRL and online. I no longer bully people for the way they look or act because I think it’s horrible. People all over the world commit suicide every day for being bullied by people online and IRL, and, oh shit, it’s horrible.
And if I see anyone bullying or making fun of others, I will try to recommend that person to stop because it’s not fucking cool. Many people think that treating others badly is cool, but it’s absolutely not. It’s so embarrassing that you just say bad words about others when they did nothing to you. A good example of this is when I got a DM from a community member (I will avoid saying names so no one says something bad about them). They messaged me and asked for the photo I was using to harass Daniel. I instantly replied with a negative answer, and when I saw that the person wouldn’t stop, I contacted a staff member and notified them about the situation. I want to convince everyone doing that to avoid getting in trouble.
I don’t really remember literally everyone who I was speaking badly of or talking shit about, so I will address this part to everyone.
Dear PerpHeads community & Staff members,
I’m very sorry for my childish attitude and actions that were made by me 1+ year ago. I joined the community in December 2022 at the age of 13, and I thought it was just some random RP server where I could break rules and get nothing, but eventually, time passed, and I found out that I actually like the server, including the people and staff members. I have met many good people around there who helped me, and then when I found an org and friends, my ego went up, and I started harassing others who didn’t have an organization or friends.
The guy I remember bullying the most for not having an org and not trying to get one is @Babi. Listen, Babi, I already apologized to you a long time ago, but I want to apologize again for bullying you because you couldn’t raid and didn’t have an org. I don’t know why I was like that at the moment, and I’m really happy that you succeeded now and have guns, an organization, and, most importantly, true friends. I thank you for understanding me and that even after my childish and harassing actions, you still remained my friend.
@Efan, @A1L, @Ellie, and other staff members, I’m really sorry for causing you trouble throughout all my time spent on the server, and I swear if I get unbanned, or even if not and the two-year period passes, you will hear my name in bad situations very rarely or maybe even not at all. And especially, I want to thank @A1L for giving me shorter bans even though I deserved permanent bans, starting when I first joined the server and started RDMing people around PD, throwing Molotovs, and also when I had my first argument with Daniel. Thank you so much, and I think that this actually reflected on my attitude.
And most importantly, @DanielRabbit, I’m sorry for everything I have done to you, and it’s really a lot. I have harassed you for a long period of time, on PerpHeads and on another server (not giving the name, but I think you know which one). I know that you have already forgiven me, and I’m really thankful for that because, to be honest, if I were you, I couldn’t forgive someone who did something like this to me for a very long period of time and always lied that he would stop doing it but eventually came back to the same attitude. I think you just have a really big and good heart, and you actually believe that people can change, which happened to me. Thank you so much.
In conclusion, I want to say that I think I’m READY to come back to this amazing and unique server. Servers like this do not exist. This server has a different vibe—it just feels different. The community is full of good people, and the staff members are doing everything they can to upgrade it. When I had this attitude, I was a 13- or 14-year-old kid. And even if it’s not a big difference, I’m now 15, and I already know that every action has a CONSEQUENCE, whether it’s a bad or a good action. Everything in this world has results. And if you make other people feel bad, then be ready for someone to make YOU feel bad. In that case, I made Daniel feel bad when I used his picture, and then I got a ban. To be honest, after some time, I started really missing PerpHeads and feeling very embarrassed about what I had done.
Thanks to everyone for reading until the end, and have a nice one.
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