Ban Apology (Admin Meeting)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: A1L Draxenシ 3izu
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: ilyan
Your Roleplay Name: Dayvon Southerland
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:779685635

Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 2.5 - User together with his friend, stole packages from the delivery guy, and threw them into the sea. They were "roleplaying as package theifes" and also wanted the delivery guy to give up his job to them. Extremely rude and extremely excessively negative towards the delivery guy who was just trying to do his job. // Extended by A1L & 3izu: Toxicity.

Why should this appeal be considered?: It has become 7 months since my permanent ban i really wish to apologize for everything that I did to earn it To be honest, I stole deliveries off a delivery guy, dumped them in the sea just to bully and bullied the player to quit their job I was being disrespectful and had no respect for their experience. I knew I was doing something that was against the rules but went ahead and did it because of boredom and lack of maturity i am fully responsible for what I did
But what really put this in the worst thing Ive ever done and what I genuinely regret most of all was how I behaved towards a1l I was really toxic insulting and rude with no reason to be simply because I was angry that my friend Viggo was perma banned I unjustly took out all that anger on a1l who was just doing his job. I said things that Im not proud to say, things I dont even dare to repeat, and I deeply regret them Nobody deserves that kind of treatment and now I realize how much harm I caused not only to a1l, but to the whole community I Would also want to mention the harmfull and disrespectfull videos that i made against a1l, in which i later deleted, beacause i realized how disrespectfull they were and childish, and intop of all that i have used an alt to evade my ban even though i did not play on it that much usig an alt account is just dishonest and unfair
Looking back, I realize that the things I did were negative and ruined the experince for alot of the players I was toxic and selfish and I hurt more people than I realized at the time,Ive since distanced myself from toxic games and had time to reflect on things Im grateful for the ban now, really, because it forced me to calm down, grow up, and realize how important it is to treat people with respect. Im not that person anymore and I matured, have a different mindset, and I want to do better
I miss perp and everything about it the community and the friends that I made there Im willing to come back not as the same toxic person that I was before but as a person who can help positively in the server If you give me another chance will prove i to you that I've learned my lesson and Im willing to respect the rules and every member
Thank you for ur time and consedration
 
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