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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Aquaa and Rogue
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: MILKY
Your Roleplay Name: Tyrone Watson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:151207084
Why were you punished?: 3.4 - User risked his freedom from imprisonment by evading police over a ticket. Lengthy record. + toxcicty towards another member of the community
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello again people
Most of you know me as Firuz but in game im Tyrone Watson. I just wanted to take a moment to talk to the community about everything thats happened over the last year.
Its been a year now since I got banned and honestly Ive had a lot of time to think. Not just about the ban but also about how I treated others and how I acted on the server and on Discord the kind of presence I had in the community. I can see now that I crossed lines and made things harder for others when I couldve been someone who added to the fun.
This past year Ive been more aware of what I do. Even if I thought I was just being competitive or funny or whatever the truth is I made some people uncomfortable annoyed or even mad. And I really dont want to be that guy anymore.
This isnt me making excuses or trying to dodge blame. Im owning it. Every report every time I brought bad energy instead of something helpful that was on me. Looking back I get now that it wasnt just about breaking rules. It was about breaking the trust and respect that makes this community what it is.
Whats changed since then? A lot honestly. Ive still tried to stay in touch with the community even though I was banned. Talking on Discord checking in helping where I could. Ive been trying to be more careful with how I talk to people more patient and more supportive. Its not about being perfect its just about being better than I was.
I get that some folks saw me as just some toxic ego guy who didnt care and I dont blame them. But Im trying to be real. Thats not who I want to be anymore and its not who Ive been lately. Ive learned grown and been putting in the effort to actually be someone who adds to this place not takes away from it.
Before the full ban I came back for a little while and during that time my friend and I started something called Criminal Money Making Machines. It wasnt for clout or laughs or attention. It was just an attempt to give newer and lesser known players a chance to get involved to feel like they belonged. We wanted to create something positive somewhere people could feel included. And if Im ever given the chance to return thats exactly the kind of energy I want to bring back.
I know Ive broken rule 3.4 more times than I wish I had more times than I can even keep track of and Im really sorry for that. I take full responsibility. I messed up and theres no excuse for it. But I want to be clear this time away from the server hasnt been wasted. Ive spent a lot of time thinking about what I did and who I was back then. I truly have been trying to learn from my mistakes and become someone better.
I am asking to be unbanned yeah but more than that Im asking for a real chance to show that Ive changed. To prove through my actions not just words that Im serious about doing better and making things right.
To the staff Im so sorry for the trouble I caused. I know I added more stress to your already busy plates and took time away that couldve gone to helping others. I disrespected your rules and your hard work and Im really really sorry for that. I appreciate the patience it takes to do what you do and I wish I had shown that respect earlier.
And to any players I upset disrespected or made uncomfortable Im deeply sorry. None of it was okay and I take full responsibility for every moment of it. I know words cant undo that damage but please know I regret it completely and it wont happen again.
I dont want to come back as the same person who caused all this. Over the past year Ive genuinely taken time to grow up. Ive started focusing more on real life putting effort into my studies and working more. That shift in priorities has helped me mature a lot. It made me realize how careless and selfish I was before not just online but in general. Ive learned to take things more seriously to be more patient and to actually listen to others instead of always trying to be right or in control.
I want to return as someone whos grown learned and changed. Someone who understands what this community means and why it deserves respect. I want to follow the rules support others and help bring back that feeling of fun and connection that made me fall in love with this place in the first place. I just want the chance to show that Im not that same disruptive person anymore and that Im ready to be better not just for myself but for the people around me too.
I also want to say a direct sorry to Satella. The way I spoke to you and what I called you was completely out of line and honestly disgusting. It was disrespectful and theres no excuse for it. I know we have spoken in DMs before and you actually forgave me for what I said and I really respect you for that. It meant a lot to me more than I probably showed at the time. Not everyone would of been that understanding and I truly appreciate that you were. Looking back Im honestly ashamed of how I acted. You didnt deserve any of that from me or anyone. Im really sorry again for the words I used and the way I treated you. It wont happen again. Im serious about this and I just want to start fresh. I want to move forward in a better way not just for myself but out of respect for everyone I hurt including you.
Additional Information: Thank you for reading this and letting me speak honestly. Whatever decision gets made I just want you to know how sorry I am and how seriously Im taking this chance to own my past and try to make things right.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Aquaa and Rogue
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: MILKY
Your Roleplay Name: Tyrone Watson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:151207084
Why were you punished?: 3.4 - User risked his freedom from imprisonment by evading police over a ticket. Lengthy record. + toxcicty towards another member of the community
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello again people
Most of you know me as Firuz but in game im Tyrone Watson. I just wanted to take a moment to talk to the community about everything thats happened over the last year.
Its been a year now since I got banned and honestly Ive had a lot of time to think. Not just about the ban but also about how I treated others and how I acted on the server and on Discord the kind of presence I had in the community. I can see now that I crossed lines and made things harder for others when I couldve been someone who added to the fun.
This past year Ive been more aware of what I do. Even if I thought I was just being competitive or funny or whatever the truth is I made some people uncomfortable annoyed or even mad. And I really dont want to be that guy anymore.
This isnt me making excuses or trying to dodge blame. Im owning it. Every report every time I brought bad energy instead of something helpful that was on me. Looking back I get now that it wasnt just about breaking rules. It was about breaking the trust and respect that makes this community what it is.
Whats changed since then? A lot honestly. Ive still tried to stay in touch with the community even though I was banned. Talking on Discord checking in helping where I could. Ive been trying to be more careful with how I talk to people more patient and more supportive. Its not about being perfect its just about being better than I was.
I get that some folks saw me as just some toxic ego guy who didnt care and I dont blame them. But Im trying to be real. Thats not who I want to be anymore and its not who Ive been lately. Ive learned grown and been putting in the effort to actually be someone who adds to this place not takes away from it.
Before the full ban I came back for a little while and during that time my friend and I started something called Criminal Money Making Machines. It wasnt for clout or laughs or attention. It was just an attempt to give newer and lesser known players a chance to get involved to feel like they belonged. We wanted to create something positive somewhere people could feel included. And if Im ever given the chance to return thats exactly the kind of energy I want to bring back.
I know Ive broken rule 3.4 more times than I wish I had more times than I can even keep track of and Im really sorry for that. I take full responsibility. I messed up and theres no excuse for it. But I want to be clear this time away from the server hasnt been wasted. Ive spent a lot of time thinking about what I did and who I was back then. I truly have been trying to learn from my mistakes and become someone better.
I am asking to be unbanned yeah but more than that Im asking for a real chance to show that Ive changed. To prove through my actions not just words that Im serious about doing better and making things right.
To the staff Im so sorry for the trouble I caused. I know I added more stress to your already busy plates and took time away that couldve gone to helping others. I disrespected your rules and your hard work and Im really really sorry for that. I appreciate the patience it takes to do what you do and I wish I had shown that respect earlier.
And to any players I upset disrespected or made uncomfortable Im deeply sorry. None of it was okay and I take full responsibility for every moment of it. I know words cant undo that damage but please know I regret it completely and it wont happen again.
I dont want to come back as the same person who caused all this. Over the past year Ive genuinely taken time to grow up. Ive started focusing more on real life putting effort into my studies and working more. That shift in priorities has helped me mature a lot. It made me realize how careless and selfish I was before not just online but in general. Ive learned to take things more seriously to be more patient and to actually listen to others instead of always trying to be right or in control.
I want to return as someone whos grown learned and changed. Someone who understands what this community means and why it deserves respect. I want to follow the rules support others and help bring back that feeling of fun and connection that made me fall in love with this place in the first place. I just want the chance to show that Im not that same disruptive person anymore and that Im ready to be better not just for myself but for the people around me too.
I also want to say a direct sorry to Satella. The way I spoke to you and what I called you was completely out of line and honestly disgusting. It was disrespectful and theres no excuse for it. I know we have spoken in DMs before and you actually forgave me for what I said and I really respect you for that. It meant a lot to me more than I probably showed at the time. Not everyone would of been that understanding and I truly appreciate that you were. Looking back Im honestly ashamed of how I acted. You didnt deserve any of that from me or anyone. Im really sorry again for the words I used and the way I treated you. It wont happen again. Im serious about this and I just want to start fresh. I want to move forward in a better way not just for myself but out of respect for everyone I hurt including you.
Additional Information: Thank you for reading this and letting me speak honestly. Whatever decision gets made I just want you to know how sorry I am and how seriously Im taking this chance to own my past and try to make things right.
