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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Aquaa and Rogue
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: MILKY
Your Roleplay Name: Tyrone Watson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:151207084
Why were you punished?: 3.4 - User risked his freedom from imprisonment by evading police over a ticket. Lengthy record. + toxcicty towards another member of the community
Why should this appeal be considered?: I'm reaching out today because I genuinely believe I can do better, and I'm hoping for an opportunity to prove that to this community.
Since my ban, I've had a lot of time to reflect on how I've been acting not just in the specific situations that got me banned, but my overall approach to the server and the people on it. The truth is, I haven't been the player this community deserves. I've been careless with the rules, dismissive of how my actions affect others, and at times outright disrespectful to people who were just trying to have a good time. The biggest issue in my record is repeated Rule 3.4 violations. I kept making reckless in game decisions running from police over minor infractions, taking risks that made no sense for my character's situation and generally playing without regard for realistic consequences. I now understand that every time I did this, I wasn't just breaking a rule I was forcing staff to stop what they were doing to deal with me, disrupting other players playtime and showing that I cared more about the moment than the server as a whole. That stops now if I'm given another chance.
Beyond the rule breaks, I need to address the toxicity that turned my temporary ban into a permanent one. I said things to another player that crossed the line, and there's no justifying that. Whether I was frustrated, joking around, or whatever else it doesn't matter. That person didn't sign up to be disrespected, and I genuinely regret putting them in that position. I've apologized privately, but I want to acknowledge publicly that my behavior was unacceptable.
What I'm asking for is a chance to show growth. PerpHeads has been part of my gaming life for eight years at this point. It's where I've made friends, had countless memorable moments, and honestly just had a place to unwind and enjoy roleplay. Instead of treating that privilege with respect, I've been treating it carelessly. That's on me, and I want to fix it.
If I'm allowed back, my focus will be simple: follow the rules, treat people well, and contribute something positive. Before all this happened, I was enjoying helping newer players get involved and creating opportunities for people who don't always get invited to the "inner circles" of the server. That's the kind of experience I want to keep building not the drama and rulebreaking that's defined my recent time here.
Additional Information: I understand that my track record doesn't inspire confidence. But I'm genuinely committed to changing how I approach this server, and I'm hoping you'll give me the chance to demonstrate that commitment through my actions rather than just my words.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Aquaa and Rogue
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: MILKY
Your Roleplay Name: Tyrone Watson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:151207084
Why were you punished?: 3.4 - User risked his freedom from imprisonment by evading police over a ticket. Lengthy record. + toxcicty towards another member of the community
Why should this appeal be considered?: I'm reaching out today because I genuinely believe I can do better, and I'm hoping for an opportunity to prove that to this community.
Since my ban, I've had a lot of time to reflect on how I've been acting not just in the specific situations that got me banned, but my overall approach to the server and the people on it. The truth is, I haven't been the player this community deserves. I've been careless with the rules, dismissive of how my actions affect others, and at times outright disrespectful to people who were just trying to have a good time. The biggest issue in my record is repeated Rule 3.4 violations. I kept making reckless in game decisions running from police over minor infractions, taking risks that made no sense for my character's situation and generally playing without regard for realistic consequences. I now understand that every time I did this, I wasn't just breaking a rule I was forcing staff to stop what they were doing to deal with me, disrupting other players playtime and showing that I cared more about the moment than the server as a whole. That stops now if I'm given another chance.
Beyond the rule breaks, I need to address the toxicity that turned my temporary ban into a permanent one. I said things to another player that crossed the line, and there's no justifying that. Whether I was frustrated, joking around, or whatever else it doesn't matter. That person didn't sign up to be disrespected, and I genuinely regret putting them in that position. I've apologized privately, but I want to acknowledge publicly that my behavior was unacceptable.
What I'm asking for is a chance to show growth. PerpHeads has been part of my gaming life for eight years at this point. It's where I've made friends, had countless memorable moments, and honestly just had a place to unwind and enjoy roleplay. Instead of treating that privilege with respect, I've been treating it carelessly. That's on me, and I want to fix it.
If I'm allowed back, my focus will be simple: follow the rules, treat people well, and contribute something positive. Before all this happened, I was enjoying helping newer players get involved and creating opportunities for people who don't always get invited to the "inner circles" of the server. That's the kind of experience I want to keep building not the drama and rulebreaking that's defined my recent time here.
Additional Information: I understand that my track record doesn't inspire confidence. But I'm genuinely committed to changing how I approach this server, and I'm hoping you'll give me the chance to demonstrate that commitment through my actions rather than just my words.
