Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @admin meeting
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: KOSI
Your Roleplay Name: Sandra Avila
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:560564594
Why were you punished?: Ban evading
Why should this appeal be considered?: Alright, here goes nothing look, I messed up. No sugar-coating it. I cheated on the server, because i tested one for a friend was honest about it when the admins pulled me to the side i told them everything they wanted to know and like a genius, tried to dodge my ban. That’s on me, totally by alting on an account because i just wanted to play on the server again and be aprt of it and my younger self fucked it all up i have grown up in the passed 2 years i have had child of my own and has made me grow up i know its nothing to do with the server but it has opened my eyes alot to everything
Honestly? Cheating isn’t just breaking some random rule it wrecks the whole point of the server. People pour hours into this place, and here I was, just thinking about myself. Kinda embarrassing, looking back. Screw over the players, disrespect the staff? Not exactly my proudest moment.
And then, instead of just owning it, I tried to slither away from the consequences. Yeah. Real smooth. All it did was make things even messier and pretty much torch any trust anyone had in me. If I was trying to dig myself a deeper hole, mission accomplished.
I’ve sat with it for a while now, tried to figure out why I did something that dumb. Guess I got caught up in wanting quick wins in gun fights and to make more money because i could not deal with the mass raiding and big groups, didn’t think about what actually matters honesty, the vibe of the community, all that stuff that actually makes PerpHeads cool. Didn’t show any of it, just tunnel vision on my own crap and my own gain within the server and did not care about other peoples experiences .
But hey i have live and learn from my actions I’m not gonna pretend I can snap my fingers and fix everything but if somehow I get a chance to come back I’ll prove I’m not the same idiot. I’ll play fair follow the rules and actually respect the people who make the server what it is. It’s not gonna be easy trust is earned, not handed out. I get that.
I just needed to say this even if my appeal gets laughed at or ignored. and i know I don’t have the best history and I understand why some people might doubt my intentions are good or bad i Still, I think it’s important to acknowledge what I did even if it leads to nothing. I’m truly sorry for my mistakes not just once multiple but in a way that really jeopardized my place in a community that I now realize is much better than I ever recognized.
Additional Information: Thanks for reading this, no matter what you decide. i will respect it i know its a low chance but i thought i would give it ago its been 2 years since i have cheated on any game and don't feel the need to anymore i know i have had multiple chances i could have alted for the passed 2 years but i haven't i have moved house since that and could have alted but i haven't because i know that would ruin my chance even more then my childish self has already and i have cut ties with the person who gave me the cheat to test and i Helped fredy to get rid of a few people aswell while i was in the server you can see that on my notes as well and if you do decide to unban me you know i obvious at cheating so you can just re ban me right there and then you have nothing to lose i have everything
PS: no longer have access to my main account so this is my main
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @admin meeting
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: KOSI
Your Roleplay Name: Sandra Avila
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:560564594
Why were you punished?: Ban evading
Why should this appeal be considered?: Alright, here goes nothing look, I messed up. No sugar-coating it. I cheated on the server, because i tested one for a friend was honest about it when the admins pulled me to the side i told them everything they wanted to know and like a genius, tried to dodge my ban. That’s on me, totally by alting on an account because i just wanted to play on the server again and be aprt of it and my younger self fucked it all up i have grown up in the passed 2 years i have had child of my own and has made me grow up i know its nothing to do with the server but it has opened my eyes alot to everything
Honestly? Cheating isn’t just breaking some random rule it wrecks the whole point of the server. People pour hours into this place, and here I was, just thinking about myself. Kinda embarrassing, looking back. Screw over the players, disrespect the staff? Not exactly my proudest moment.
And then, instead of just owning it, I tried to slither away from the consequences. Yeah. Real smooth. All it did was make things even messier and pretty much torch any trust anyone had in me. If I was trying to dig myself a deeper hole, mission accomplished.
I’ve sat with it for a while now, tried to figure out why I did something that dumb. Guess I got caught up in wanting quick wins in gun fights and to make more money because i could not deal with the mass raiding and big groups, didn’t think about what actually matters honesty, the vibe of the community, all that stuff that actually makes PerpHeads cool. Didn’t show any of it, just tunnel vision on my own crap and my own gain within the server and did not care about other peoples experiences .
But hey i have live and learn from my actions I’m not gonna pretend I can snap my fingers and fix everything but if somehow I get a chance to come back I’ll prove I’m not the same idiot. I’ll play fair follow the rules and actually respect the people who make the server what it is. It’s not gonna be easy trust is earned, not handed out. I get that.
I just needed to say this even if my appeal gets laughed at or ignored. and i know I don’t have the best history and I understand why some people might doubt my intentions are good or bad i Still, I think it’s important to acknowledge what I did even if it leads to nothing. I’m truly sorry for my mistakes not just once multiple but in a way that really jeopardized my place in a community that I now realize is much better than I ever recognized.
Additional Information: Thanks for reading this, no matter what you decide. i will respect it i know its a low chance but i thought i would give it ago its been 2 years since i have cheated on any game and don't feel the need to anymore i know i have had multiple chances i could have alted for the passed 2 years but i haven't i have moved house since that and could have alted but i haven't because i know that would ruin my chance even more then my childish self has already and i have cut ties with the person who gave me the cheat to test and i Helped fredy to get rid of a few people aswell while i was in the server you can see that on my notes as well and if you do decide to unban me you know i obvious at cheating so you can just re ban me right there and then you have nothing to lose i have everything
PS: no longer have access to my main account so this is my main
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