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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Headline
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 1 Month
Your Steam Name: Chairman Mao
Your Roleplay Name: Sai Chan
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:30855375
Why were you punished?: 1.2 - User used homophobic slurs in an argument with another player.
Why should this appeal be considered?: To the adminstrations team of Perpheads:
Greetings, My name is Sai Chan, Previously I used "Tyler Clarke" as my RP name in-game. First of all, I want to send my sincerely apologies to the server community and to the player that I used those slurs with, especially to Steve and the adminastrator that dealt with the case which is Headline. I do want to be fair that I played on this server for 4 days for playtime, and half of the play time has been harrased by Stever was qutie annoying, but still I shouldnt use any homophobic words against anyone or to the server community.
I truly enjoy the roleplaying on the server, even though sometimes I made mistakes on rules, but if I was being told and read through some of the server rules, I will always try to improve and correct my mistakes, therefore to make the server environment better for not only myself but others too. I am very sorry for using slurs words against Steve ( the player who reported me) but at the same time I want the adminastration team to understand my feelings for being harasst for more than 2 days and on Christmas Eve I was being hand push by Steve for 45 mins straight from Bazzar to City and even when I was on duty as a Police. Please do consider and aware about the situation, as I love the server and the roleplay rules being set up by members of the community. I will continue to contriute the server in the future for maintainance for the server and I am looking forward to the adminstrators of the server to ease my punishment so I may enjoy the most unique roleplay experience of Garry's Mod. Thank you.
Happy Holidays and Wishing members of the community all the best in 2025,
Sai . C
Additional Information: In real life, I am an political refugee myself, who came from Hong Kong, now lives in the United Kingdom for safe harbour reasons. I always remind myself that dont abuse the "Victim Card" issue too much, which means those who being bullied and abuse by force, may turn out one day who is abusing others with those negative actions.
My arrival of the United Kingdom was 11th of October 2020, during the second national lockdown of the Pandemic, because of false informations and the mislead by the government, I was being Modern Salved for three months and finally i took the chance to escape the horrible experiment. I didnt really want to admit myself is being exiled from the motherland, but then when time flies and you see people seems to forget what our country been through, its such a disgrace and heartbroken mometn for me or for those who has been deeply invovled and dedicated their life and career within the protest of 2019.
The real reason why I was trying to talk about things, because I think its some how related with an awful experience that I had during the time in UK. Please bare with me and let me try to eplain it for you those that who might reading. When I was living at zone 6 southwest of Greater London area, theres a town call New Malden, a small town that nearby the Kingston Upon Thames area. about 8 months ago, It was spring time, so there might be some foggy weather that day, was pretty "British", but unfortunatly, that day I had one of the worst moment in my life. There were two young girl, I believed that theyre local citizens, one is about 8 years old who's name is Emily and the other is a 6ish her sister. Because of the tear gas and rubber bullets taht was being used massively to supress the people of Hong Kong, I was one of the many who also got damaged from it, because of lungs problem, I made a cough during the time that I walked pass a local playground park. Then two girls suddenly started to make fun and jokes about it. First, I didnt felt that I was being mock or being racist on, but then when they followed me all the way from the park to the exit of the park, to the residental area buildings, to the second high street of the town, then came up on me and yelling"Youre a Chinese, a Chink, you shall go back to China for Chinese Virus!" Then, I felt horribly ever since, and very likely one of the most disgusting moment of my life.
I never consider myself as Chinese, because I dont support the government in mainland China or in Hong Kong. They took people's money to go against their people which makes me feel awful about whatever theyve done. At the same time, I was maybe one of the very first few whistle blower in Hong Kong about the upcoming virus before pandemic. In fact, I turns out to be one of the guy who being racist on, which makes me feel very sad.
Finally, I would like to give out an apology to the Perpheads Server Adminstrations and Community, To Steve, To Headline.
I wish you all the best in 2025,
Sai . C
