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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Lhealey05
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: 3robi
Your Roleplay Name: Erin White
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:801285758
Why were you punished?: 1.5 -Threatened to dox someone in real life
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello,
I want to appeal for my last ban from year ago and sorry for everything i ever did once again.
First ban i got at february 2025 and it was for 3 months, i was new to RP and killed AFK player which was a mistake and i want to say sorry for that (technically it says i killed him but situation was like it was AFK guy with probably low health which i didn't know then and i hit him once for fun and he bleed out) i figured it out later while i got found by my fingerprints and i was not even aware that i accidently killed that guy. I was also trying to do as real as possible RP and was shouting with some black guy Nword after argument and it was not even offensive in my mind but realistic situation especially in gangster town and i was not aware at that time it is still forbidden to do and once again i'm sorry for that situation.
Later i got short ban for public mugging and being disconnected while police chased me and i can admit i failed once again by not knowing rules and panicked during chase for which i'm sorry once again.
My next ban was also short time for disconnecting while RP and it was once again my mistake. I was actually provoked by same people twice as i remember and i didn't wanted let them win and they broke rules aswell but even if they played bad i should stick to rules and let admin know to punish them but i didn't though that way back then.
My last ban was permanent and it's ban i want appeal from it was nearly year ago.
I remember some gome provoked me like no other before and i was so mad that i just wanted to offend him and said something i didn't fully understood back then what exactly meant but it doesn't matter since i broke the rule.
(I see also two bans by console but i wouldn't count them since i got back my main steam account back and was curious if i can join serevr).
In my opinion this is the best server and only good server with roleplay in gmod a lot of time passed and i missing playing there i miss some players some situations.
I was not a villain because i contributed value and did some really good actions sometimes but i was for sure different person which was much less mature and i understood less things.
Why should this appeal be considered? Well answer is short and simple. This is best community i ever was in gmod and i want to build this community and bring positive value to server and it's people. The fact that so much time passed and i had huge break from gmod says something that it was important for me.
But most importantly i developed myself as human better for previous year and understood more things.
I can control myself and i'm much calmer person that would never let those situations once again.
I don't want justify myself by things that are personal or what could be reasoning behind that since what matter most is that i overcome certain problems which were clearly mines.
I understood how powerful words are and even if we say something in anger it can make someone feel bad and there are people which might overthink it for days.
I'm sorry once again for everything bad i did and i regret all those situations not necesarilly because i was banned but most importantly because i could make someone feel bad or worse and i'm good person which underestimated value of how words can impact someone.
Thank you for your time and i hope i get last chance to do my best on the server.
I want you to know that i'm that confident of myself after work i put into development of my character that i declare that you can ban me permanently without possible appeal next time because it would mean i lost my own fight but i'm sure i won that!
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Lhealey05
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: 3robi
Your Roleplay Name: Erin White
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:801285758
Why were you punished?: 1.5 -Threatened to dox someone in real life
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello,
I want to appeal for my last ban from year ago and sorry for everything i ever did once again.
First ban i got at february 2025 and it was for 3 months, i was new to RP and killed AFK player which was a mistake and i want to say sorry for that (technically it says i killed him but situation was like it was AFK guy with probably low health which i didn't know then and i hit him once for fun and he bleed out) i figured it out later while i got found by my fingerprints and i was not even aware that i accidently killed that guy. I was also trying to do as real as possible RP and was shouting with some black guy Nword after argument and it was not even offensive in my mind but realistic situation especially in gangster town and i was not aware at that time it is still forbidden to do and once again i'm sorry for that situation.
Later i got short ban for public mugging and being disconnected while police chased me and i can admit i failed once again by not knowing rules and panicked during chase for which i'm sorry once again.
My next ban was also short time for disconnecting while RP and it was once again my mistake. I was actually provoked by same people twice as i remember and i didn't wanted let them win and they broke rules aswell but even if they played bad i should stick to rules and let admin know to punish them but i didn't though that way back then.
My last ban was permanent and it's ban i want appeal from it was nearly year ago.
I remember some gome provoked me like no other before and i was so mad that i just wanted to offend him and said something i didn't fully understood back then what exactly meant but it doesn't matter since i broke the rule.
(I see also two bans by console but i wouldn't count them since i got back my main steam account back and was curious if i can join serevr).
In my opinion this is the best server and only good server with roleplay in gmod a lot of time passed and i missing playing there i miss some players some situations.
I was not a villain because i contributed value and did some really good actions sometimes but i was for sure different person which was much less mature and i understood less things.
Why should this appeal be considered? Well answer is short and simple. This is best community i ever was in gmod and i want to build this community and bring positive value to server and it's people. The fact that so much time passed and i had huge break from gmod says something that it was important for me.
But most importantly i developed myself as human better for previous year and understood more things.
I can control myself and i'm much calmer person that would never let those situations once again.
I don't want justify myself by things that are personal or what could be reasoning behind that since what matter most is that i overcome certain problems which were clearly mines.
I understood how powerful words are and even if we say something in anger it can make someone feel bad and there are people which might overthink it for days.
I'm sorry once again for everything bad i did and i regret all those situations not necesarilly because i was banned but most importantly because i could make someone feel bad or worse and i'm good person which underestimated value of how words can impact someone.
Thank you for your time and i hope i get last chance to do my best on the server.
I want you to know that i'm that confident of myself after work i put into development of my character that i declare that you can ban me permanently without possible appeal next time because it would mean i lost my own fight but i'm sure i won that!
