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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Locksmith
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: rickhummer
Your Roleplay Name: rickhummer
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:95929738
Why were you punished?: 2.5- User had randomly killed the mayor for no reason, and seemingly killed a paramedic and a civilian at Bazaar front for no real reason as well stating he is "Crashing out" and had given his items away to seemingly plan to do more damage, then whilst in the administrative sit threw a Molotov at me and threatened to "Blow me" stating that he will be back.
Why should this appeal be considered?: There’s nothing clever or redeemable about what I did. I griefed. I ruined roleplay. I disrespected staff. And I knew what I was doing.I killed the mayor for no reason. Then I killed a paramedic and a civilian people playing the game the right way while I was actively announcing I was “crashing out.” I gave away my items like a goodbye note to chaos.
Then you pulled me into an admin sit a chance to explain myself. I didn’t take it. Instead, I threw a Molotov at you. I told you to “blow me.” I said I’d be back. I acted like a punk. No better word for it.
This wasn’t stress. This wasn’t confusion. This was me being a problem. Period.
I disrespected the time and energy the staff puts into this server. I disrespected the players who show up to build stories. And I disrespected the rules that hold it all together. I didn’t just act like the rules didn’t matter I acted like the people enforcing them didn’t matter.
And I get now that you do matter. More than I realized, and more than I showed.
This letter isn’t asking for a second chance. That’s not mine to ask for. It’s not trying to make me look better. It’s just me finally saying what I should’ve said the second I was pulled into that sit:
I was completely out of line. I broke trust. I wrecked what others built. And I am sorry.
If you never let me back, I understand. If you do, I will rebuild from zero with humility, patience, and no expectations.
Until then, all I can offer is this: full honesty, full regret, and the promise that I won’t make excuses for what I broke.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Locksmith
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: rickhummer
Your Roleplay Name: rickhummer
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:95929738
Why were you punished?: 2.5- User had randomly killed the mayor for no reason, and seemingly killed a paramedic and a civilian at Bazaar front for no real reason as well stating he is "Crashing out" and had given his items away to seemingly plan to do more damage, then whilst in the administrative sit threw a Molotov at me and threatened to "Blow me" stating that he will be back.
Why should this appeal be considered?: There’s nothing clever or redeemable about what I did. I griefed. I ruined roleplay. I disrespected staff. And I knew what I was doing.I killed the mayor for no reason. Then I killed a paramedic and a civilian people playing the game the right way while I was actively announcing I was “crashing out.” I gave away my items like a goodbye note to chaos.
Then you pulled me into an admin sit a chance to explain myself. I didn’t take it. Instead, I threw a Molotov at you. I told you to “blow me.” I said I’d be back. I acted like a punk. No better word for it.
This wasn’t stress. This wasn’t confusion. This was me being a problem. Period.
I disrespected the time and energy the staff puts into this server. I disrespected the players who show up to build stories. And I disrespected the rules that hold it all together. I didn’t just act like the rules didn’t matter I acted like the people enforcing them didn’t matter.
And I get now that you do matter. More than I realized, and more than I showed.
This letter isn’t asking for a second chance. That’s not mine to ask for. It’s not trying to make me look better. It’s just me finally saying what I should’ve said the second I was pulled into that sit:
I was completely out of line. I broke trust. I wrecked what others built. And I am sorry.
If you never let me back, I understand. If you do, I will rebuild from zero with humility, patience, and no expectations.
Until then, all I can offer is this: full honesty, full regret, and the promise that I won’t make excuses for what I broke.
