Ban Apology (Mxdium)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Mxdium
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 1 Year

Your Steam Name: Cigánski_winnetou
Your Roleplay Name: peter stodola
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:763468875

Why were you punished?: attempt to mass RDM

Why should this appeal be considered?: Hey PerpHeads Team,

I want to sincerely apologize to the entire PerpHeads community admins, moderators, and players—for my actions. I know I messed up, and I take full responsibility for it. What I did went completely against the server rules and negatively affected the experience for others, and for that, I’m truly sorry.

I know that Mass RDM is one of the worst things you can do on a roleplay server, and looking back, I realize how much frustration and annoyance I must have caused. It wasn’t just about breaking the rules it was about ruining the fun for others, which was totally unfair to the people who were just trying to enjoy the game.

I don’t want to make excuses. I did something wrong, and I accept whatever consequences come with it. The rules exist for a reason—to keep the server fair, fun, and enjoyable for everyone. I should have respected that instead of acting impulsively and ruining the roleplay experience for others.

Why Did I Do It?
I just want to be honest about what led to my bad decision. This isn’t me trying to justify it, just me explaining what was going through my head at the time.

That day, I wasn’t in the best mood, and I let my frustration get the best of me. I had a few situations where I felt like things weren’t going my way, and instead of handling it maturely, I acted out in the worst way possible. I should have just taken a break or talked to an admin, but instead, I made a dumb choice and took my frustration out on other players.

Looking back, I realize how pointless and childish that was. Everyone has bad days, but that doesn’t mean I had any right to ruin the experience for others. If I had just stepped away for a bit or talked things through, none of this would have happened.

What Have I Learned?
This whole situation made me realize how important it is to respect the community and the people in it. PerpHeads isn’t just some random game server it’s a place where people put time and effort into creating cool roleplay experiences. And I disrupted that. That’s on me.

I’ve learned that following the rules isn’t just about avoiding punishment it’s about keeping the server a fun and fair place for everyone. When you break the rules, you’re not just hurting yourself; you’re messing things up for others too.

I also understand now that actions have consequences. Getting banned or punished isn’t just an inconvenience it’s a way of saying, “Hey, this isn’t okay, and we don’t want this kind of behavior here.” And honestly? I get it.

How Will I Improve?
If I ever get another chance, I want to prove that I can do better. This isn’t just about getting unbanned it’s about showing that I can be a positive part of the community instead of a problem.

Respecting the rules I will never do anything like this again. If I ever feel frustrated, I’ll handle it the right way either by talking to an admin or stepping away instead of ruining the game for others.
Being a better roleplayer Instead of disrupting RP, I want to contribute to it. I actually enjoy roleplaying, and I want to focus on playing properly instead of causing problems.
Helping the community If I get the chance, I’d like to help new players learn the ropes. I know how confusing it can be when you’re starting out, and I’d love to be someone who helps rather than hinders.
Controlling my emotions I need to be better at handling frustration and not letting it affect how I play. If I ever feel like I’m getting annoyed, I’ll take a break instead of making bad decisions.
Final Thoughts
At the end of the day, I know that words alone aren’t enough. Apologizing is one thing, but actually proving that I can do better is what really matters. If I get a second chance, I promise to make the most of it and show that I can be a responsible and respectful player.

I completely understand that the decision is up to you, and I’ll respect whatever choice you make. No matter what happens, I appreciate you taking the time to read this.

Thanks for considering my apology.

Sincerely,
 
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