Ban Apology (Tilin)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Tilin
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 1 Week

Your Steam Name: enquire
Your Roleplay Name: Dalton Warner
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:963449228

Why were you punished?: 1.2 - Use of discriminatory language

Why should this appeal be considered?: hello, the reason i think this appeal should be considered is that i didnt mean anything i said, i was purely reacting out of anger and i regret my actions and i shouldnt have done this, i have calmed down by now, what i said was not okay and i understand that and understand the punishment i received, but i want to ask for another chance to redeem myself to show you i'm a good person, i didnt mean anything i said, i was just extremely irritated as i had no money left and had just bought an expensive gun, and it got confiscated and i got arrested, which made me really annoyed, i shouldnt have said any of these words,i also apologize for hurting anyone with my words / actions, and i understand that discriminatory language is not just "words said in anger" but something that can actively make other palyers feel targeted, since the ban, i have taken time to honestly reflect on why i reacted the way i did. I realized that I allowed frustration from a roleplay situation to override basic self-control and respect. Instead of stepping away, calming down, or handling the situation through a normal conversation/not using any slurs, I expressed my feelings in a wrongful way, and that was a failure on my part, which I fully own, and it's something I am actively working to correct. I've made a decision that if I find myself getting angry or frustrated in-game, I will step away from my PC and take a break or disengage from the situation entirely rather than saying something I can't take back. i also understand that if i feel a situation is unfair, the correct response is to use proper reporting rather than reacting emotionally in chat, these are changes that i will genuinely apply, i would also like to show my willingness to apologize directly to any players who were affected by my words, if that is something the staff considers appropriate, i do not expect forgiveness but i believe accountability includes being willing to face the people who were impacted and acknowledge the harm caused without toning it down, i am not asking for this to be accepted because i believe i deserve it, but because i genuinely want the opportunity to prove that this behavior does not represent who i am or how i intend to act moving forward i understand if im given a second chance i am prepared to accept stricter punishment and understand that any repeat behavior would result in a harsher punishment, if this apology gets denied i will respect that decision I recognize that staff members have to make difficult decisions to protect the community, and I will not argue to get myself unbanned. I just hope that this appeal shows that I have taken this seriously and I have reflected honestly on my actions, and I'm willing to make a real commitment towards changing. Thank you for considering my appeal, I regret making a negative situation, Thank you.
 
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