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Evening,
Throughout my time in perp, I've definitely not had the best community presence as I was one of the most hated/annoying people in the community at one point, from making consistent goodbye posts to generally being annoying and toxic. This concluded when I Mass RDM'ed and left the community in February/March, post-resignation, alongside my lack of care and immaturity to accompany it.
I've made a lot of people dislike me during this time, however, a few months break from this community has really helped me regain my sanity, because if I'm being honest my constant bad mood from playing this server a lot really didn't contribute to bettering my mental health or refraining from being toxic. As I'm in a much better state of mind now, I'm ready to give perp one final shot until I get a job and start driving, which could very easily be within the next 6 months, so I don't have long left here either way. So when/if I'm unbanned, I'm willing to put my past behind me and move on from any beef/arguments I've had in the past, I've genuinely changed a lot.
Therefore, I apologise for any dumb shit I've caused in the past, and I apologise especially to @Collier and @Jack P for my toxicity prior to me taking a break from the community and Mass RDMing.
Cheers
Throughout my time in perp, I've definitely not had the best community presence as I was one of the most hated/annoying people in the community at one point, from making consistent goodbye posts to generally being annoying and toxic. This concluded when I Mass RDM'ed and left the community in February/March, post-resignation, alongside my lack of care and immaturity to accompany it.
I've made a lot of people dislike me during this time, however, a few months break from this community has really helped me regain my sanity, because if I'm being honest my constant bad mood from playing this server a lot really didn't contribute to bettering my mental health or refraining from being toxic. As I'm in a much better state of mind now, I'm ready to give perp one final shot until I get a job and start driving, which could very easily be within the next 6 months, so I don't have long left here either way. So when/if I'm unbanned, I'm willing to put my past behind me and move on from any beef/arguments I've had in the past, I've genuinely changed a lot.
Therefore, I apologise for any dumb shit I've caused in the past, and I apologise especially to @Collier and @Jack P for my toxicity prior to me taking a break from the community and Mass RDMing.
Cheers