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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @A1L
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Nostalgic
Your Roleplay Name: Alisto Farno
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:169869749
Why were you punished?: 1.2, 1.6, 3.6 - User was asking for another player to kill them, then when they were ragdolled started throwing homophobic slurs, when being questioned told me they didn't and not that they remember.
Why should this appeal be considered?: Well I'd first like to start off with how much i regret ruining my opportunity to play on such a server. You know at the time I didn't realize how good the server was and I took that for granted. I feel I've learned to enjoy playing these servers the way they are supposed to be played and actually participate in the community the way it was designed. I feel i'm ready and have dealt with the repercussions and am ready to bounce back and redeem myself for bad behavior and make it up to and prove to all of the staff members that people do change!
Additional Information: I would really appreciate the opportunity to come back. I truly apologize for the stupid behavior that you guys had to put up with. And I know you guys have to deal with guys like that all the time but I want to be able to have the chance to prove myself and I mean anything. If we can arrange something like I get unbanned but I have to at least go a week without any major mess ups with the rules or even smaller but dumb and intentional stuff or i get perma banned again. I don't know though it's up to you guys at the end of the day the only reason I brought up that solution is so that you guys can build trust with me again and see if I can sustain good behavior which im absolutely sure I can this time around I just need the second chance please and thank you! One more thing I can't believe that I argued against saying those type of things that I said were right and freedom of speech when in reality it was hate speech and throughout the time of being banned I realized that that situation never really left my head because inherently I knew what I did/said was absolutely vile and not only was that vile but the fact that I argued that what I said was right online or not it is wrong to do as a human and I now understand that. I have gone back and made big change since then, I've grown to be a better man IRL, become more logical minded, held myself at a higher standard, and lastly have become more aware of what I say and do and how that can impact people around me which has also lead me to have a change in mindset and to never have those thoughts because they are useless and hateful. I know how to progress into being a better man now and I must say the ban and the actions of that I took more so has led to the big changes in personality IRL. Thank you for your consideration and sorry for making two different ones I realized there was a typo on the last one where I put an incorrect steam name.
A1L I also want to make a personal apology to you as well. Sorry for the way that I treated you during the admin sits and the conversation that we had I should have treated you with much more respect as well as the other people and or staff involved. If I had said any hurtful things back then I hope you can forgive me for as I have changed. I know it's harder to take what I say seriously online but this is genuine thank you for being patient with me and what you do for your community and I understand you were just doing your job protecting that community!
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @A1L
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Nostalgic
Your Roleplay Name: Alisto Farno
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:169869749
Why were you punished?: 1.2, 1.6, 3.6 - User was asking for another player to kill them, then when they were ragdolled started throwing homophobic slurs, when being questioned told me they didn't and not that they remember.
Why should this appeal be considered?: Well I'd first like to start off with how much i regret ruining my opportunity to play on such a server. You know at the time I didn't realize how good the server was and I took that for granted. I feel I've learned to enjoy playing these servers the way they are supposed to be played and actually participate in the community the way it was designed. I feel i'm ready and have dealt with the repercussions and am ready to bounce back and redeem myself for bad behavior and make it up to and prove to all of the staff members that people do change!
Additional Information: I would really appreciate the opportunity to come back. I truly apologize for the stupid behavior that you guys had to put up with. And I know you guys have to deal with guys like that all the time but I want to be able to have the chance to prove myself and I mean anything. If we can arrange something like I get unbanned but I have to at least go a week without any major mess ups with the rules or even smaller but dumb and intentional stuff or i get perma banned again. I don't know though it's up to you guys at the end of the day the only reason I brought up that solution is so that you guys can build trust with me again and see if I can sustain good behavior which im absolutely sure I can this time around I just need the second chance please and thank you! One more thing I can't believe that I argued against saying those type of things that I said were right and freedom of speech when in reality it was hate speech and throughout the time of being banned I realized that that situation never really left my head because inherently I knew what I did/said was absolutely vile and not only was that vile but the fact that I argued that what I said was right online or not it is wrong to do as a human and I now understand that. I have gone back and made big change since then, I've grown to be a better man IRL, become more logical minded, held myself at a higher standard, and lastly have become more aware of what I say and do and how that can impact people around me which has also lead me to have a change in mindset and to never have those thoughts because they are useless and hateful. I know how to progress into being a better man now and I must say the ban and the actions of that I took more so has led to the big changes in personality IRL. Thank you for your consideration and sorry for making two different ones I realized there was a typo on the last one where I put an incorrect steam name.
A1L I also want to make a personal apology to you as well. Sorry for the way that I treated you during the admin sits and the conversation that we had I should have treated you with much more respect as well as the other people and or staff involved. If I had said any hurtful things back then I hope you can forgive me for as I have changed. I know it's harder to take what I say seriously online but this is genuine thank you for being patient with me and what you do for your community and I understand you were just doing your job protecting that community!
