Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Years
Your Steam Name: Lushi
Your Roleplay Name: Benjamin Ruggiero
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:240551246
Why were you punished?: 1.5, 1.1 - Took a picture of another player without their consent thereafter made the image his steam profile. Continued to mock the other player whilst he did so. Return when you have grown up.
Why should this appeal be considered?: Happy Early Haloween Perpheads!
7 Months ago i did a horrible thing. I got into an argument with one of my friends where i insulted him and even found some photos of him and posted it on my profile. At the moment when this happened i was thinking that im tolerating him,and making him scared and that by making it i will be respected because i made someone block me. I couldnt imagine how i will feel after. Not only that i got banned on my favourite server,but i lost many friends,because Daniel told them what i did,and how i treated him this whole time. I start losing everything and then i realised how shit of a person i was. Several months i tried constantly making apologies which got denied 1 by 1. And i started changing into a better person,i radically changed my attitude towards other persons,i apologised to everyone i was shitty with. Especially to daniel,i apologised and then when he accepted my apology i realised how nice is he,that even after all i did to him he still remains a very good person. And he was the one that i was tryna reach this whole time.
I played perpheads 1 year,and troughout this year i broke a lot of rules,everytime i lied in my apologies that i wont do it again,and still did it after some time. I thought its easy because i only was getting bans for 7 days or 2 weeks,and said that it doesnt matter,but now when i got a very harsh punishment i understand how wrong i am,i understand that i did break a lot of rules,and that i cant follow just simple rules. Now i understand that rules are created for the people that want to play seriously,not for someone like me that was just messing around. And by breaking rules i break not only my RP process by making it unrealistic,i also break other people RP by not following gunpoint,or even RDMing which always results that someone loses items,and then staff members should investigate the report and give the player his items. So the result is that by breaking a simple rule,which everyone should know,you bother a lot of people,you bother the guy that was involved in that situation,by killing him or making him shoot u,or even other occasions,u take staff members time to investigate the report,to ask questions the guy that broke the rule,and maybe to issue a refund. And all that is already a massive effort. And the effort is the thing that makes us better,and i think trough these 7 months i made enough effort to change my attitude towards other persons and towards servers. And i realise that everyone should put effort to change themselves to a better side.
An example to this is how on October 21st some guy(not gonna say the name so no one will search this guy) texted me and asked me for the photos of daniel,thats what made me to remind myself about the incident. Of course i didnt give him the photos,i even didnt snitch instantly on him, i tried to talk to him and ask why does he need those pictures, i even told him directly that making fun of people is not good,but instead of making him understand i got some racial slurs used towards me,and i contaced a staff member to report the guy that tried to make fun of Daniel again. And i really hope this guy reads that now,and maybe this text will make him change his point of view like i changed mine,that u should always treat people the way u wanna be treated,and if he wants to be treated with respect,he should earn this respect from others. U are not gonna get respect from other people if u treat these people like shit. And honestly,this is what everyone should know from young age,but i guess i didnt know that,but i should have known it,if i did realise that from the start,this situation wouldnt happen,all my rule breaks wouldnt happen. But i guess it is what it is,im happy that atleast now i did realise that fact. And to be honest a lot of my friends helped me realise that,i met some excellent people on this community,people that i can alawys open up to and that will help and support me. This people will always be an example to me.
The conclusion of this is that i think im ready to come back on this excellent server,im ready to go and put so much effort in RP and dont break simple rules intentionally,ready to show the entire community that i changed,and to be an example to anyone. If i see someone doing the same thing like i did 7 months ago,i will not ignore it,i will tell him to stop,or i will give advice to the guy that is being the target of the bully,that he shouldnt pay attention and just ignore him and report this situation to the staff members,that will deal with it. Like they dealt with me.
To be honest im really thankfull to Efan that he only gave me 2 years and not a Perma ban or CWB.I think that you did that because u still saw a hope in me,and this fact really made me think about that,that i should prove you that there is still hope in me. Also i want to thank A1L and i think he knows why is that,many times he got people telling him about my poor attitude,but he never instantly banned me for permanent,but tried to talk and warn me a lot of times. I now see that i was very ungratefull about this,but trust me now i really am gratefull for not just instnatly banning me but giving me chances,this really encouraged me.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Years
Your Steam Name: Lushi
Your Roleplay Name: Benjamin Ruggiero
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:240551246
Why were you punished?: 1.5, 1.1 - Took a picture of another player without their consent thereafter made the image his steam profile. Continued to mock the other player whilst he did so. Return when you have grown up.
Why should this appeal be considered?: Happy Early Haloween Perpheads!
7 Months ago i did a horrible thing. I got into an argument with one of my friends where i insulted him and even found some photos of him and posted it on my profile. At the moment when this happened i was thinking that im tolerating him,and making him scared and that by making it i will be respected because i made someone block me. I couldnt imagine how i will feel after. Not only that i got banned on my favourite server,but i lost many friends,because Daniel told them what i did,and how i treated him this whole time. I start losing everything and then i realised how shit of a person i was. Several months i tried constantly making apologies which got denied 1 by 1. And i started changing into a better person,i radically changed my attitude towards other persons,i apologised to everyone i was shitty with. Especially to daniel,i apologised and then when he accepted my apology i realised how nice is he,that even after all i did to him he still remains a very good person. And he was the one that i was tryna reach this whole time.
I played perpheads 1 year,and troughout this year i broke a lot of rules,everytime i lied in my apologies that i wont do it again,and still did it after some time. I thought its easy because i only was getting bans for 7 days or 2 weeks,and said that it doesnt matter,but now when i got a very harsh punishment i understand how wrong i am,i understand that i did break a lot of rules,and that i cant follow just simple rules. Now i understand that rules are created for the people that want to play seriously,not for someone like me that was just messing around. And by breaking rules i break not only my RP process by making it unrealistic,i also break other people RP by not following gunpoint,or even RDMing which always results that someone loses items,and then staff members should investigate the report and give the player his items. So the result is that by breaking a simple rule,which everyone should know,you bother a lot of people,you bother the guy that was involved in that situation,by killing him or making him shoot u,or even other occasions,u take staff members time to investigate the report,to ask questions the guy that broke the rule,and maybe to issue a refund. And all that is already a massive effort. And the effort is the thing that makes us better,and i think trough these 7 months i made enough effort to change my attitude towards other persons and towards servers. And i realise that everyone should put effort to change themselves to a better side.
An example to this is how on October 21st some guy(not gonna say the name so no one will search this guy) texted me and asked me for the photos of daniel,thats what made me to remind myself about the incident. Of course i didnt give him the photos,i even didnt snitch instantly on him, i tried to talk to him and ask why does he need those pictures, i even told him directly that making fun of people is not good,but instead of making him understand i got some racial slurs used towards me,and i contaced a staff member to report the guy that tried to make fun of Daniel again. And i really hope this guy reads that now,and maybe this text will make him change his point of view like i changed mine,that u should always treat people the way u wanna be treated,and if he wants to be treated with respect,he should earn this respect from others. U are not gonna get respect from other people if u treat these people like shit. And honestly,this is what everyone should know from young age,but i guess i didnt know that,but i should have known it,if i did realise that from the start,this situation wouldnt happen,all my rule breaks wouldnt happen. But i guess it is what it is,im happy that atleast now i did realise that fact. And to be honest a lot of my friends helped me realise that,i met some excellent people on this community,people that i can alawys open up to and that will help and support me. This people will always be an example to me.
The conclusion of this is that i think im ready to come back on this excellent server,im ready to go and put so much effort in RP and dont break simple rules intentionally,ready to show the entire community that i changed,and to be an example to anyone. If i see someone doing the same thing like i did 7 months ago,i will not ignore it,i will tell him to stop,or i will give advice to the guy that is being the target of the bully,that he shouldnt pay attention and just ignore him and report this situation to the staff members,that will deal with it. Like they dealt with me.
To be honest im really thankfull to Efan that he only gave me 2 years and not a Perma ban or CWB.I think that you did that because u still saw a hope in me,and this fact really made me think about that,that i should prove you that there is still hope in me. Also i want to thank A1L and i think he knows why is that,many times he got people telling him about my poor attitude,but he never instantly banned me for permanent,but tried to talk and warn me a lot of times. I now see that i was very ungratefull about this,but trust me now i really am gratefull for not just instnatly banning me but giving me chances,this really encouraged me.
