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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Code Monkey
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Jack Peterson
Your Roleplay Name: Jack Alex-Peterson(I think)
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:74363381
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 2.5 - Mass RDM
Why should this appeal be considered?: Over 4 years ago I was initially banned for MassRDM in a petty fit of rage from myself, however it was extended to permanent after I threw a childish fit and threatend to DDoS another staff member called McGlinchy for extending my 1 year ban to 2 years. I have had 4 years to think about everything I have and had done, and realised the anger, frustration and childish behaviours I had depicted not only during this ban but regarding the entire 4-5 years I even played on perpheads.
Throughout the years I played perpheads I was banned multiple times for the same reasons, often for toxic behaviours and breaking the same rules, which has made me understand the reason even further why I deserved to be permbanned especially for as long as I did get permbanned for, not alone was I permbanned for the reasons stated above, I also told another community member to kill themself, which is completely disrespectful and unexcuseable behaviour, being 19 at the time as an adult I should have known better, however I still did so.
I'm 24 now, and have reflected a lot on the behaviour I had displayed especially up until the ban. I was going through a rough time of my life, and I was blaming everybody but myself for everything, and I was letting the rage out on everybody else than myself. AFter getting older and more mature, I have realised what I did wrong and I am also much more happy as a person, to the extend that I can say there wont be any issues with me as there used to be. I was given too many chances in the past due to staff being patient with me that I failed to see as well, this is a behaviour I don't intend to continue, I plan to be on my best behaviour and actually treat people with respect, i'm too old to hold any grudges or have a childish behaviour to people, after all this is simply a game and if something annoys me, I should let it go and leave if needed be instead of acting up and screaming and being disrespectful to people.
I want to apologise to everybody I put my rage out on, and that I hurt and was disrespectful to during the time, especially up until my ban where I was extremely out of hand.
Additional Information: I have had a lot of wake up calls and reflected on everything for a long time, and I just really want another chance to come back after 4 years, this place was somewhere I called a home, even if I was incredibly toxic and couldn't behave like an adult, I genuinely do apologise for everything, there is nobody to blame but myself.
I'm also realising it looks at some points like I'm justifying my actions, but I can tell you I am not, there is now justifying the way I was acting or treating anybody else, neither what I said or did at any point or time from beginning to end of playing perpheads.
