Ban Apology (Admin Meeting)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237

Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/

Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello,
I know that i havent been the best player for the community. Ever. I also know that the way i used to behave was so immature and cringe, that i hate thinking back at it. I cant even tell you, that i didnt do it with bad intentions or thought, because i did, and i really dont know why today. I think i needed alot of eyes on me, because i was insecure. I know that doesnt explain anything or make up for it in any way, but thats what i believe happened. I know that i am responsable for what i did, and i should be. Puttin the fault on everything else doesnt work, and i do realise that it was my own idea, thoughts and fingers that did what i did, and for that i am truly sorry.

I know that i am in no position to ask for your forgiveness or understanding, but i do know for a fact, that i have matured alot. I understand how to treat people, which i can clearly see that i didnt do back then. I understand that the people playing on the server are actual human beings, and that the world does not rotate around me. I really miss the times where i would jump on perp and play, it really is something that you cant find anywhere else, and i am sorry that i threw that away for something that was apperently funny.

I know that the alting i did, says the complete opposite of what i am writing here, and i cant defend that at all. I was being really stupid, and thought i could outsmart the system, and the people regulating. I again thought i was above and beyond anyone else on the server, which is just not okay.

I know that i might not be unbanned ever again, and i understand. But i really do believe that i should be given just one more chance to show what i am capable of. I know that trusting me back into the community is really hard, if not impossible, but i really want to show you that i can behave, and can bring something positive into the community. I would really love for it to happen, and ofcourse i think that if i get as much as one warning, i should be kicked straight into permanent ban again, thats how much i believe that i can indeed behave.

I am sorry for spending so much of your time on these appeals, bans and what not. I hope to see you on the server soon.

Regards Louie.
 
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