Ban Apology (Admin Meeting)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Dank
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: Swerve
Your Roleplay Name: Frank Escrow?
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:193051131

Why were you punished?: Cheating

Why should this appeal be considered?: I am applying for a second time (first appeal in 2024), asking for another chance to play within this community.

To keep it short, I was banned 14 times, 17 blacklists, 2 of those bans for cheating (2019 & 2022). I lied to staff multiple times, evaded my ban with an alt account and dragged my friend into a ban. To put it bluntly, I have a really poor track record.

I would like to apologise for my behaviour, to all community and staff. The way I acted was stupid and embarrassing, my ban has forced me to reflect on my behaviour that I can’t even justify. I was out of line and ruined a lot of players experience; I would like to apologise to all players and staff affected by my conduct, I was immature, stupid and naive. I wanted to be better than everyone, and was fuelled with ego, which made me want to cheat in the first place.

I have had a significant amount of time to reflect on how to behave, and have been reality checked multiple times in the process. I didn’t take anything seriously, and thought the rules didn’t apply to me. I was 18 when I got banned, being 22 years old now I’d like to think that I’m a way more mature and sensible in comparison to how I behaved at the time.

What makes all of this hard to think back on is that I’m capable when I try hard. During my second chance I was TFU, was awarded Officer of the Month, had my own org and made a graphic that was accepted as a clothes decal; I went and chucked all that away for my stupid ego. I would love nothing more than to come back and build something again, without cutting corners or being toxic.

The nostalgia, memories and amount of fun I had is unmatched on any other game. I would love to make a positive impact on the community and achieve such things again.

I understand and respect if this appeal isn’t granted. If there is any willingness to give me a final chance, I won’t waste it.

Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal, Flux
 
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