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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: 1080x1080
Your Roleplay Name: i forget
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:611504473
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - User ignored gunpoint by several people and kept swinging their Katana, resulting in their instant death. // Extended by Efan. Terrible record and toxicity towards staff. // Extended for forum antics + 2 failed ban evasion attempts.
Why should this appeal be considered?: I’m writing this because I want to be accept responsibility for the actions all that time ago
Looking back, I know I was toxic. I let my emotions and anger get the best of me over silly things , I was young had 0 understanding on how to properly act and I said things that I shouldn’t have said to staff and others . At the time, I didn’t always think about what I was saying and how they have consequences, and I’m not making excusing either .
Over the last couple of years I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on my behavior and how It disrupted the community , I’ve lost friendships, damaged relationships and completely have missed out on v6 because of it. That’s something I’ve had to accept .
I know there’s a good chance this appeal gets denied, and honestly, I understand why. If I were in your position , I probably wouldn’t have much reason to trust someone who has shown time and time again that they couldn’t be trusted , I understand trust is something that has to be earned back. I’m not asking anyone to ignore what I did or pretend it didn’t happened at all and take full responsibilit for it. All I’m asking for is the chance to show that I’m not the same person I was when I got banned all that time ago . I know words alone don’t prove anything, and I don’t expect this message to magically change anyone minds .
Whether this appeal is accepted or denied, I wanted to be honest for once and admit that I regret the way I acted immensely and I just want to step into the right direction and if I could go back and handle those situations differently I would.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and consider my appeal. I again apologize to CLARKY and Efan the community, and everyone involved all that time ago .
Additional Information: I’d also like to talk on the attempted ban evasion a couple months after the initial ban in 24 , I was being really stupid and immature and didn’t want to accept the decision that was made , I regret that extremely because of how much it makes me look further immature and childish , I understand that’s also a huge reason to make it not so easy for me to seem trustworthy and again I understand trust needs to be earned and all I ask for is a opportunity todo so again , I’ve gone through some immense changes in my life in the past 2 years or so and I really feel like I’m in the right place todo so . I hope everyone is doing well again I haven’t talked to any of my perp friends in awhile aswell and I hope everyone is doing well if your reading .
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: 1080x1080
Your Roleplay Name: i forget
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:611504473
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - User ignored gunpoint by several people and kept swinging their Katana, resulting in their instant death. // Extended by Efan. Terrible record and toxicity towards staff. // Extended for forum antics + 2 failed ban evasion attempts.
Why should this appeal be considered?: I’m writing this because I want to be accept responsibility for the actions all that time ago
Looking back, I know I was toxic. I let my emotions and anger get the best of me over silly things , I was young had 0 understanding on how to properly act and I said things that I shouldn’t have said to staff and others . At the time, I didn’t always think about what I was saying and how they have consequences, and I’m not making excusing either .
Over the last couple of years I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on my behavior and how It disrupted the community , I’ve lost friendships, damaged relationships and completely have missed out on v6 because of it. That’s something I’ve had to accept .
I know there’s a good chance this appeal gets denied, and honestly, I understand why. If I were in your position , I probably wouldn’t have much reason to trust someone who has shown time and time again that they couldn’t be trusted , I understand trust is something that has to be earned back. I’m not asking anyone to ignore what I did or pretend it didn’t happened at all and take full responsibilit for it. All I’m asking for is the chance to show that I’m not the same person I was when I got banned all that time ago . I know words alone don’t prove anything, and I don’t expect this message to magically change anyone minds .
Whether this appeal is accepted or denied, I wanted to be honest for once and admit that I regret the way I acted immensely and I just want to step into the right direction and if I could go back and handle those situations differently I would.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and consider my appeal. I again apologize to CLARKY and Efan the community, and everyone involved all that time ago .
Additional Information: I’d also like to talk on the attempted ban evasion a couple months after the initial ban in 24 , I was being really stupid and immature and didn’t want to accept the decision that was made , I regret that extremely because of how much it makes me look further immature and childish , I understand that’s also a huge reason to make it not so easy for me to seem trustworthy and again I understand trust needs to be earned and all I ask for is a opportunity todo so again , I’ve gone through some immense changes in my life in the past 2 years or so and I really feel like I’m in the right place todo so . I hope everyone is doing well again I haven’t talked to any of my perp friends in awhile aswell and I hope everyone is doing well if your reading .
