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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Admin Meeting
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Fujimura
Your Roleplay Name: Angelique Ace-Reyes
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:80665242
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: Being stupid, Community Wide-Ban
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hey there everyone, I hope you all are having a good day/night.
Firstly I strongly want to apologise for even dealing/witnessing with this appeal to begin with.
If you didn't see my last appeal I roleplayed the character Angelique-Ace Reyes and multiple other character's I've made in the past
or you may know my Old OOC name as Ophelia at the time.
It's coming up nearly to 4 Years since I was banned from Perpheads. After being banned from Perpheads, I've matured a lot over time just from literally not taking the game as seriously in the terms of emotionally I wouldn't say I matured instantly because that isn't true whatsoever. I understand I was banned for Permanently removing players props and Mass RDMing inside of the server and I regret that even that night happened and I joined the server and did the actions I did and I understand if you are reading this and have already made your mind up because I would've done the same, I have nobody else to blame apart from myself. But I hope the reader reads this with an open mind.
I took a break from Garry's Mod in the terms of how much I was playing in general. I know and completely understand it was unhealthy, I've found myself as a person when at the point of being on Perp I didn't really know myself as a person and was dumping all these hours into the server at the time. After watching myself and comparing myself from almost 4 years ago even how I act around people and friends I know and can confidentially tell you I've changed as person. I understand you may ask the question, how can we trust you?
It's harder to put it into word, I can tell you, I do care about Perpheads as a community as much as I didn't really express it with the actions I did at the time and wasn't thinking correctly whatsoever and it's no excuse, But the bonds and experiences I had on Perp was very unique to me and I still direct people to your community even though I'm banned because I genuinely have met the best people on this server and care about the servers health in general. I understand some people are/were disappointed with me from what I did inside of the server and honestly I feel very disgraceful about my actions because it was seriously immature and dense.
honestly I cringe looking back on it and looking back on the video because what I was doing was idiotic. Honestly, I miss the roleplay I had, the stories and interactions I've made with people with my characters even the small minor ones that probably didn't mean much to them but still meant a lot to me and threw away something I cared about. If I had another chance with Perpheads I wouldn't take it for granted. I classed Perp as my home, I still do if I could I would return as soon as possible. I understand I broke a trust which isn't as easy to gain back if it was possible I'd love to speak to the community again which I understand if not because what I did was disgusting and I'm sorry to the staff members who had to clean up what I did.
I take full accountability for my actions and I've learned to control my emotions, I'm not asking for any type of special treatment everyone deserves to be treated the same no matter of the punishment, I'd love to jump in a call with anyone My DM's are always open to speak and that's with anyone if anyone wants to chat or has any type of questions within reason of course. I'd answer them the best I can.
Having being said, I am currently Staff on a FiveM server It's not roleplay but a competitive racing server I'm not going to advertise it or direct anyone to it since I don't want to advertise, but I do have to enforce some rules I'm used to on Perpheads, I'm mentioning this because I'm just trying to show that I'm trying to show at l some growth, It doesn't change a single fact what I did on Perp and I'm not trying to disguise it but more to show that I've changed, Everyone's human and they mature and grow from their mistakes especially when they were younger, Hopefully one day I can prove that to you. like I said in my previous appeals Actions speak louder than words.
Regardless of the outcome, I did it, it was unacceptable, and I've learned from it. I appreciate the time taken to read this and review my appeal
- Thank you.
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Admin Meeting
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Fujimura
Your Roleplay Name: Angelique Ace-Reyes
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:80665242
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: Being stupid, Community Wide-Ban
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hey there everyone, I hope you all are having a good day/night.
Firstly I strongly want to apologise for even dealing/witnessing with this appeal to begin with.
If you didn't see my last appeal I roleplayed the character Angelique-Ace Reyes and multiple other character's I've made in the past
or you may know my Old OOC name as Ophelia at the time.
It's coming up nearly to 4 Years since I was banned from Perpheads. After being banned from Perpheads, I've matured a lot over time just from literally not taking the game as seriously in the terms of emotionally I wouldn't say I matured instantly because that isn't true whatsoever. I understand I was banned for Permanently removing players props and Mass RDMing inside of the server and I regret that even that night happened and I joined the server and did the actions I did and I understand if you are reading this and have already made your mind up because I would've done the same, I have nobody else to blame apart from myself. But I hope the reader reads this with an open mind.
I took a break from Garry's Mod in the terms of how much I was playing in general. I know and completely understand it was unhealthy, I've found myself as a person when at the point of being on Perp I didn't really know myself as a person and was dumping all these hours into the server at the time. After watching myself and comparing myself from almost 4 years ago even how I act around people and friends I know and can confidentially tell you I've changed as person. I understand you may ask the question, how can we trust you?
It's harder to put it into word, I can tell you, I do care about Perpheads as a community as much as I didn't really express it with the actions I did at the time and wasn't thinking correctly whatsoever and it's no excuse, But the bonds and experiences I had on Perp was very unique to me and I still direct people to your community even though I'm banned because I genuinely have met the best people on this server and care about the servers health in general. I understand some people are/were disappointed with me from what I did inside of the server and honestly I feel very disgraceful about my actions because it was seriously immature and dense.
honestly I cringe looking back on it and looking back on the video because what I was doing was idiotic. Honestly, I miss the roleplay I had, the stories and interactions I've made with people with my characters even the small minor ones that probably didn't mean much to them but still meant a lot to me and threw away something I cared about. If I had another chance with Perpheads I wouldn't take it for granted. I classed Perp as my home, I still do if I could I would return as soon as possible. I understand I broke a trust which isn't as easy to gain back if it was possible I'd love to speak to the community again which I understand if not because what I did was disgusting and I'm sorry to the staff members who had to clean up what I did.
I take full accountability for my actions and I've learned to control my emotions, I'm not asking for any type of special treatment everyone deserves to be treated the same no matter of the punishment, I'd love to jump in a call with anyone My DM's are always open to speak and that's with anyone if anyone wants to chat or has any type of questions within reason of course. I'd answer them the best I can.
Having being said, I am currently Staff on a FiveM server It's not roleplay but a competitive racing server I'm not going to advertise it or direct anyone to it since I don't want to advertise, but I do have to enforce some rules I'm used to on Perpheads, I'm mentioning this because I'm just trying to show that I'm trying to show at l some growth, It doesn't change a single fact what I did on Perp and I'm not trying to disguise it but more to show that I've changed, Everyone's human and they mature and grow from their mistakes especially when they were younger, Hopefully one day I can prove that to you. like I said in my previous appeals Actions speak louder than words.
Regardless of the outcome, I did it, it was unacceptable, and I've learned from it. I appreciate the time taken to read this and review my appeal
- Thank you.
