Ban Apology (Lhealey)

[enderzag]

Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Lhealey
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: enderzag
Your Roleplay Name: Rob Fitcher
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:60302159

Why were you punished?: 3.4 and staff disrespect

Why should this appeal be considered?: I want to sincerely apologize to the PerpHeads Garry’s Mod staff for my behavior and the disrespect I showed.
My actions and words were inappropriate and did not reflect the level of respect that the staff deserve for the time, effort, and work they put into running the server and community. Regardless of my intentions or emotions at the time, I understand that I crossed a line, and that is fully on me.

I take responsibility for my behavior and acknowledge that it was wrong. I understand that respect toward staff is essential for a healthy community, and I failed to uphold that standard. This is not something I want to repeat, and I am committed to doing better moving forward.
To the staff members affected, I’m genuinely sorry for the frustration or disrespect I caused. I appreciate the work you do, and I hope, in time, I can show through my actions that I’ve learned from this and grown from it.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.

 

[enderzag]

Dear Lhealy,

I want to sincerely apologize for the awful things I said to you. There’s no excuse for my behavior, and I fully acknowledge that what I said was disrespectful and inappropriate.

You didn’t deserve to be spoken to that way, especially given the time and effort you put into being an admin and helping keep the PerpHeads community running. I let my frustration get the better of me, and instead of handling things maturely, I crossed a line.

I take full responsibility for my words and the impact they may have had. I’m genuinely sorry for the disrespect and any stress or frustration I caused you. Moving forward, I will make a conscious effort to communicate more respectfully and think before I speak.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I understand if trust needs to be rebuilt, and I appreciate any consideration you’re willing to give.
Rob