Ban Apology (megasaw)

d3lly-08

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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Megasaw
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Months

Your Steam Name: d3lly-08
Your Roleplay Name: Will Steel
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:520137645

Why were you punished?: "1.1 - The user was extremely disrespectful and toxic to another player in OOC chat and in their ORG chat, wishing for the other player to die IRL. Ban length due to being punished for their behaviour multiple times within the past 2 months."

Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello everyone, today marks 2 weeks/ 1/4 of my ban and ive given myself a reasonable amount of time to reflect on my stupidly immature actions. I'm appealing today in hopes of me getting back on the server with an unban or the time being reduced. On the 4th of December (and some other instances) i was repeatedly getting targeted by a certain individual (not gonna say who publically obviously) but due to all the not so good incidents and my mental illnesses i lost control of myself for a second and done something completely out of order and badly stepped over the line. I wished death on a player in my org chat and was being heavily disrespectful in the LOOC also towards the player. I then got banned and when i saw the ban length i was honestly gutted, and it kind of shook me back up and made me give my head a serious wobble and made me really aware of how serious what i done was and why i got a severe ban. Since the ban i have reached out to the player on discord, apologised to him. And i have spoke about my behaviour with the admin and we both had a good understanding on both viewpoints. i aint got any bad blood with the admin.

I hope you please reconsider this ban, as I've fell in love with the server, the gameplay, the community its something good. Ive made alot of friends on perp, who ive still kept in contact with after the ban and have played games outside of gmod together, literally the other day my org (Blacksmith Association) was playing a couple games of among us and cards against humanity. Perp has helped me socialise within the last few months, before i joined the server i heavily distanced myself from the world and there was times where i didnt wanna come home and was heavily depressed. but ever since i logged into this server for the first time its made me look forward to it more than ever. It was really stupid of me to throw something like this away for a long time over someone who i shouldve just ignored.

And Finally the Bad Record. Yes i know my record stinks and is appauling but what needs to be considered, most of my bans were every couple of days or every week when i first started playing, i still didnt understand the rules quite well, but ever since the last ban in november i tried my hardest not to get banned (as you can see by the gap from this ban to the last one).

I really hope you take all this into consideration and hopefully soon i can be back on the server hanging out with all my friends ive made in Paralake. Have a nice day.
 
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