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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Spoon
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: marie
Your Roleplay Name: N/A
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:238731403
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 1.4, 1.6, 2.5 - User when asked why they killed a person responded with "skill issue" then said they have 6 alt accounts. NITRP // Banned for Enforcer Tillin / Alting
Why should this appeal be considered?: It has been a few months (again), you can read my previous appeals if you want here: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-admin-meeting.74651/ and https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-spoon.76291/ .
I'll get straight to the point with this appeal, I acknowledge and apologise for my previous actions including the alting. I won't go over it in too much detail here (I did that with my last few appeals that I linked and I think that made them harder to read), but I understand what I did was wrong, even if (the last 2 alts I used, I have completely stopped now and am not going to keep alting as I understand no matter my intent will just keep digging the hole deeper in the staff's eyes). I hope you can see the way I feel on this, it has been nearly 2 and a half years now and I am a considerably different person, I believe that I have changed my ways enough to be hopefully welcomed back onto the server.
I know that some of the things I did a few years ago while alting were completely unacceptable and I acknowledge that I have done alot wrong, but I have improved my behaviour to a standard I see fit of being worthy to play on the server again. On my last account I did pick up some infractions for 3.4 while I was learning the rules because I hadn't played in a while and it always takes me a little bit to fully grasp stuff, but I believe I showed that my intent to roleplay was there and that I could provide good roleplay and be a well-liked player on the server. I made plenty of friends with people who can vouch for me in that I am a good friendly person and that I can do excellent roleplay at all times.
I will also apologise for the alting in general, at the time when I was banned because it was permanent over what I (and a few others) saw as a relatively minor thing I decided to alt thinking that my ban was unappealable. I understand now that I shouldn't have alted in the first place and I did it out of relative impulsivity when I was younger and didnt treat any GMod servers seriously. My attitude in that regard has improved massively and I think I have shown I can take stuff seriously and contribute positively to the community, whether that be providing good roleplay, being a helpful hand in the community, or the various other things I have done. I care deeply about this server despite my negative standing to the staff team and I think I have shown that in a few ways that may be brought up in the discussion of my appeal.
I have served 2 and a half years now and I believe enough time has passed to where I believe a second chance would be beneficial, I believe I have proven now that I have improved myself to a standard deserving of one although I understand I am not entitled to one. I do doubt that the majority of the staff sympathise with me or understand my situation or why it has gotten to this point, but I am extremely sorry for my past and I believe I have changed, I want to be able to prove that fact, I am not the same person I was when I was younger and I believe I would be a good fit to have in the community again.
Additional Information: If needed to contact me / want to give feedback on this appeal, contact me @nepetakisser on discord. Ty :>
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Spoon
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: marie
Your Roleplay Name: N/A
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:238731403
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 1.4, 1.6, 2.5 - User when asked why they killed a person responded with "skill issue" then said they have 6 alt accounts. NITRP // Banned for Enforcer Tillin / Alting
Why should this appeal be considered?: It has been a few months (again), you can read my previous appeals if you want here: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-admin-meeting.74651/ and https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-spoon.76291/ .
I'll get straight to the point with this appeal, I acknowledge and apologise for my previous actions including the alting. I won't go over it in too much detail here (I did that with my last few appeals that I linked and I think that made them harder to read), but I understand what I did was wrong, even if (the last 2 alts I used, I have completely stopped now and am not going to keep alting as I understand no matter my intent will just keep digging the hole deeper in the staff's eyes). I hope you can see the way I feel on this, it has been nearly 2 and a half years now and I am a considerably different person, I believe that I have changed my ways enough to be hopefully welcomed back onto the server.
I know that some of the things I did a few years ago while alting were completely unacceptable and I acknowledge that I have done alot wrong, but I have improved my behaviour to a standard I see fit of being worthy to play on the server again. On my last account I did pick up some infractions for 3.4 while I was learning the rules because I hadn't played in a while and it always takes me a little bit to fully grasp stuff, but I believe I showed that my intent to roleplay was there and that I could provide good roleplay and be a well-liked player on the server. I made plenty of friends with people who can vouch for me in that I am a good friendly person and that I can do excellent roleplay at all times.
I will also apologise for the alting in general, at the time when I was banned because it was permanent over what I (and a few others) saw as a relatively minor thing I decided to alt thinking that my ban was unappealable. I understand now that I shouldn't have alted in the first place and I did it out of relative impulsivity when I was younger and didnt treat any GMod servers seriously. My attitude in that regard has improved massively and I think I have shown I can take stuff seriously and contribute positively to the community, whether that be providing good roleplay, being a helpful hand in the community, or the various other things I have done. I care deeply about this server despite my negative standing to the staff team and I think I have shown that in a few ways that may be brought up in the discussion of my appeal.
I have served 2 and a half years now and I believe enough time has passed to where I believe a second chance would be beneficial, I believe I have proven now that I have improved myself to a standard deserving of one although I understand I am not entitled to one. I do doubt that the majority of the staff sympathise with me or understand my situation or why it has gotten to this point, but I am extremely sorry for my past and I believe I have changed, I want to be able to prove that fact, I am not the same person I was when I was younger and I believe I would be a good fit to have in the community again.
Additional Information: If needed to contact me / want to give feedback on this appeal, contact me @nepetakisser on discord. Ty :>
