- Messages
- 7
- Reaction score
- 0
- Points
- 45
Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Steelo
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Weeks
Your Steam Name: Hawkeye1213
Your Roleplay Name: Hunter Sixsmith
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:51807463
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 1.1, 3.24
Why should this appeal be considered?: I figured id give it one more shot, not sure if its allowed, but wanted to put this out there since my last apology was informal and uneducated of my mistakes, hopefully the person I attacked sees this too. I've had the day to look over my errors and review my clips from when this all occurred, and I now realize my mistakes. I even messed up the first time by trying to justify all of it. How I acted, my language, my attitude. All of it was unforgiveable. There is nothing I can dispute on the matter, and I messed up in everyway. My love for the server should've made me smarter in the way I handled things, yet I took it for granted and acted like I was above the new player. I acted like a child, and there is no excuse for this.
I've taken pride in trying to keep a clean record, yet I threw it all into the trash when i behaved this way. I should not be forgiven for what I did, nor do i deserve a smack on the wrist. I want to own up to my errors and I would like to apologize to the person I attacked as well. No new player deserves to be talked to in that way, as I was once a new player as well. When i was a new player, I looked up to the more experienced. It wasn't the players fault as he was just doing his job, he had not clue what had happened as I failed to speak to him maturely. Instead I went straight to taking my rage out on him. While doing this I broke character and made a fool of myself. I should be the one who knows the rules and help the new player out, rather then verbally attacking him out of character. Instead of taking my anger out on the player, I should've just made an f6 and let it go, since my jailtime was so short anyways. No matter how many times i was rdmed it doesn't justify my behavior towards him. I messed up bigtime, no question about it. I cannot change it now, nor take anything I said back, but I ask for one more chance to prove I am much better than this. You have my word this will not happen again, and I will do everything I can to better myself and learn from the mistake I made. I know I can do better then this.
Hawkeye
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Steelo
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Weeks
Your Steam Name: Hawkeye1213
Your Roleplay Name: Hunter Sixsmith
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:51807463
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 1.1, 3.24
Why should this appeal be considered?: I figured id give it one more shot, not sure if its allowed, but wanted to put this out there since my last apology was informal and uneducated of my mistakes, hopefully the person I attacked sees this too. I've had the day to look over my errors and review my clips from when this all occurred, and I now realize my mistakes. I even messed up the first time by trying to justify all of it. How I acted, my language, my attitude. All of it was unforgiveable. There is nothing I can dispute on the matter, and I messed up in everyway. My love for the server should've made me smarter in the way I handled things, yet I took it for granted and acted like I was above the new player. I acted like a child, and there is no excuse for this.
I've taken pride in trying to keep a clean record, yet I threw it all into the trash when i behaved this way. I should not be forgiven for what I did, nor do i deserve a smack on the wrist. I want to own up to my errors and I would like to apologize to the person I attacked as well. No new player deserves to be talked to in that way, as I was once a new player as well. When i was a new player, I looked up to the more experienced. It wasn't the players fault as he was just doing his job, he had not clue what had happened as I failed to speak to him maturely. Instead I went straight to taking my rage out on him. While doing this I broke character and made a fool of myself. I should be the one who knows the rules and help the new player out, rather then verbally attacking him out of character. Instead of taking my anger out on the player, I should've just made an f6 and let it go, since my jailtime was so short anyways. No matter how many times i was rdmed it doesn't justify my behavior towards him. I messed up bigtime, no question about it. I cannot change it now, nor take anything I said back, but I ask for one more chance to prove I am much better than this. You have my word this will not happen again, and I will do everything I can to better myself and learn from the mistake I made. I know I can do better then this.
Hawkeye
