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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Tilin
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Crunchie
Your Roleplay Name: Jacob Lash
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:555265400
Why were you punished?: Cheating
Why should this appeal be considered?: To get this out of the way, I'm aware that there's a 99% chance that this gets denied because it's too soon but I still wanted to write this anyway. I mainly want to apologise to the people that I lied to, which is many people. I realised months ago that I may have lied to try and get back on the server and make myself look better, when in reality none of that matters. There's nothing for me to prove and there never really was so my motivations were all wrong. All that did was damage relationships and make it worse for myself.
I've stayed active within the community somewhat this whole time and I still play games and talk to all the people from perp that I made friends with because at the end of the day relationships don't need to be tied to a gmod server.
With that being said I have some specific people I want to mention:
@Megasaw - I know you've resigned now and that we've moved past this on our own, but it didn't feel right not to mention you here.
@Fredy - We also had a conversation in dms a bit ago but it still makes sense to include you.
@Sindarin - I tried to get you to help me knowing full well that I was lying.
@Ethem - I still haven't forgotten you.
@Tilin - Would you still love me if I was a ceramic mug?
Again at the end of the day I'd be very surprised if this was accepted but that wasn't really my goal anyway.
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Tilin
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Crunchie
Your Roleplay Name: Jacob Lash
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:555265400
Why were you punished?: Cheating
Why should this appeal be considered?: To get this out of the way, I'm aware that there's a 99% chance that this gets denied because it's too soon but I still wanted to write this anyway. I mainly want to apologise to the people that I lied to, which is many people. I realised months ago that I may have lied to try and get back on the server and make myself look better, when in reality none of that matters. There's nothing for me to prove and there never really was so my motivations were all wrong. All that did was damage relationships and make it worse for myself.
I've stayed active within the community somewhat this whole time and I still play games and talk to all the people from perp that I made friends with because at the end of the day relationships don't need to be tied to a gmod server.
With that being said I have some specific people I want to mention:
@Megasaw - I know you've resigned now and that we've moved past this on our own, but it didn't feel right not to mention you here.
@Fredy - We also had a conversation in dms a bit ago but it still makes sense to include you.
@Sindarin - I tried to get you to help me knowing full well that I was lying.
@Ethem - I still haven't forgotten you.
@Tilin - Would you still love me if I was a ceramic mug?
Again at the end of the day I'd be very surprised if this was accepted but that wasn't really my goal anyway.
