Communication Ban Apology (Admin Meeting)

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Punishment Type: Communication Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: TinySlayer
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: Skript
Your Roleplay Name: Dexter Akmed
Your SteamID: STEAM_1:0:160787951

Why were you banned/blacklisted?: Cheating

Why should this appeal be considered?: First and foremost, I want to take full responsibility for my actions and express my deepest apologies for the impact they may have had on the community and its members. My behaviour was reckless and immature, driven by personal curiosity and a misguided sense of satisfaction. I cheated and ban evaded, not fully understanding the gravity of my decisions at the time. It's coming up to nearly 4 years since my permanent ban and I regret everything I did up to this point.

Looking back, I see how much harm I caused, not just to the server, but to the experiences of other players who were seeking an honest and fair environment to enjoy. I violated the trust of the staff and the players who built this incredible community, and for that, I am deeply sorry.

I started playing on the server because of its unique gameplay and amazing community around late 2019. During my time here, I made great friends, shared laughs, and built memories that I still cherish. I even invited my stepbrother onto the server and showed him how much of a great time we could have playing together in the city. However, I let my selfish actions ruin everything, throwing away the fun and respect I had earned. I regret every moment of that decision and wish I could go back and make better choices.

Cheating was a colossal mistake. It was thoughtless and directly contradicted the values I held as a player. At the time, I convinced myself that it wouldn’t matter or that I wouldn’t get caught. I was wrong. The ban was entirely deserved, as were the consequences of my subsequent attempts to evade it.

Since then, I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on my actions. I’ve grown as a person, matured in my mindset, and gained a better understanding of how my decisions affect others. I now know the importance of integrity and respect in a community like this one.

Every day, getting back from school, college or whatever activity I was doing in the day it would be a nice break from life to load up the server and spend a few hours, to some sleepless nights enjoying my time on the server and the experience I was creating for myself or others, I just really enjoyed such a unique and cherishing community.

I want to apologize to the staff who had to waste their time dealing with my immaturity, to the players whose experiences I might have disrupted, and to the entire community for violating the trust that makes this server so special.

@TinySlayer - Trying to deceive you, and lie through my teeth after you caught and banned me from the server was not only pure disrespect from myself, but it also reflected on my immaturity and ignorance at the time, trying to make myself believe I wasn't cheating. This wasn't any hate or personal vendetta on you, it was simply me just dumbstruck about how I have just wasted my one chance, after many previously given, the realisation that I have just messed up everything, my chance to enjoy the community and carry on being there to watch it grow but to also lose all respect or positive light on me. I am sorry. What I did is not even close to an excusable action, but If you could understand to this day how stupid I think of myself, of who I used to be then I think you would understand why I appeal every several months. I haven't evaded or anything close, the thoughts of trying to get away with it now is beyond me, I just want a big, big second chance to join back and see how far the community has came.

@Fredy & @Boli - I didn't really get chance to speak to you much, but understanding that you built this city from foundation upwards, I feel like a well deserved apology is also deserved from me, You have created and formed a community and server that is unlike any other on the game, something that many have dedicated years to.

I’m appealing for a second chance. not to erase the past, but to prove that I’ve changed. I’ve spent years learning from my mistakes, and I am committed to playing fairly and respectfully. I will not cheat, ban evade, or engage in any behaviour that tarnishes the server or its community again.

The holidays are approaching, and it would mean the world to me to return to the server during this time, possibly reconnect with old friends, and create new memories with the amazing people who make this community thrive. If given another chance, I am confident I can be a positive and trustworthy player.

Additional Information: Thank you for taking the time to consider my appeal. I hope you can find it in your hearts to give me a second chance. Regardless of the decision, I wish everyone a fantastic holiday season.
 
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