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In the almost 3 years i have been here, i have basically dedicted every hour of that into playing as a cop. I tried a bunch of times, but never really came higher than sgt or had other positions. Like the retard i am i once got triggered and fed up that i resigned. I tried to revert this only to find out a new policy was added litteraly days ago where i would be reinstated as cpl. I accepted this and just went along.
Now today i fucked myself over, because i was demoted for inactivity. I haven't played in a month due a sad event that affected me quite alot. I couldn't sleep and it was on my mind alot, i also won't name it, as i already feel bad for using this as an excuse in the first place.
Now that i can only be reinstated to a senior officer, the fun is honestly gone for me and i have no reason to play. I felt things were going fine because i managed to get into some Stage 2s n shit but well, i fucked up.
I dislike that i was demoted for only a month of inacivity without being contacted or whatever. I know it's my own fucking fault, but i wasn't really intenting to make a long absense. The times i could play were rare, but when i could i was to tired or didn't feel like playing without my friends.
i'll still be a forum lurking faggot, though
Now today i fucked myself over, because i was demoted for inactivity. I haven't played in a month due a sad event that affected me quite alot. I couldn't sleep and it was on my mind alot, i also won't name it, as i already feel bad for using this as an excuse in the first place.
Now that i can only be reinstated to a senior officer, the fun is honestly gone for me and i have no reason to play. I felt things were going fine because i managed to get into some Stage 2s n shit but well, i fucked up.
I dislike that i was demoted for only a month of inacivity without being contacted or whatever. I know it's my own fucking fault, but i wasn't really intenting to make a long absense. The times i could play were rare, but when i could i was to tired or didn't feel like playing without my friends.
i'll still be a forum lurking faggot, though