Am I the only one going motherfucking insane over this fucking shit Lockdown? Can hardly be with friends and only be with family that only drives me fucking Mad after some time???
It's easy for me to make jokes about this, but I'd rather not. You have somewhat changed since back then.
Don't feel too bad, it's a virtual server with a rank that has no meaning in real life. Now you have more time to do what you want.