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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: fredy
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Ender_Dingus
Your Roleplay Name: Ender dingus
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:555557913
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: saying fuck gay people
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hey, I really need to own this. I messed up. I messed up bad. The comment I made was hateful and homophobic and there's just no excuse for it. I've thought about it a lot and I still can't believe I said it.
I was in a bad place at the time. That doesn't make it okay, and I'm not throwing it out there as an excuse, it's just the honest truth of where my head was at. But being in a bad place is no reason to take it out on other people the way I did, and I know that now.
You were completely right to ban me. It forced me to look at myself and I didn't like what I saw. I've done a lot of growing since then and I'm genuinely not that person anymore. I don't want to be, ever again.
The Perp community means a lot to me, and losing it was a real wake-up call. It made me realize I threw away something that genuinely mattered, and that the way I acted hurt the people who make it what it is.
I know I don't deserve it, and I know an apology doesn't just erase what I did. But I'm asking anyway, from a real place: can you forgive me? If you let me back in, I promise I'll treat everyone with respect, no exceptions. And if you can't, I understand.
I'm sorry. Truly. For what I said and for whoever I hurt. I'd be grateful for one more chance to show you I've changed.
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: fredy
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Ender_Dingus
Your Roleplay Name: Ender dingus
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:555557913
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: saying fuck gay people
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hey, I really need to own this. I messed up. I messed up bad. The comment I made was hateful and homophobic and there's just no excuse for it. I've thought about it a lot and I still can't believe I said it.
I was in a bad place at the time. That doesn't make it okay, and I'm not throwing it out there as an excuse, it's just the honest truth of where my head was at. But being in a bad place is no reason to take it out on other people the way I did, and I know that now.
You were completely right to ban me. It forced me to look at myself and I didn't like what I saw. I've done a lot of growing since then and I'm genuinely not that person anymore. I don't want to be, ever again.
The Perp community means a lot to me, and losing it was a real wake-up call. It made me realize I threw away something that genuinely mattered, and that the way I acted hurt the people who make it what it is.
I know I don't deserve it, and I know an apology doesn't just erase what I did. But I'm asking anyway, from a real place: can you forgive me? If you let me back in, I promise I'll treat everyone with respect, no exceptions. And if you can't, I understand.
I'm sorry. Truly. For what I said and for whoever I hurt. I'd be grateful for one more chance to show you I've changed.
