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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie Gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello,
So i was banned some time ago, for breaking 3.4. This was no ordinary thing for me back then, and i kept getting banned, especially for 3.4. And i think that i spent so much of my time on this server, that the thought of losing a gun that i maybe based an hour for, was so adreneline kicking, that i took some bad decisions. I am not at all excusing myself, and saying that i shoild have gotten special treatment because i was so active, but i actually did get some nice suggestions from the admins, who were trying to give me chances at playing the server the right way.
One day i get banned for 3.4 as usual. And keiwam offers to lower my ban, but if i do get caught breaking 3.4 i would get alot longer ban, i ofcourse said yes to this, because in my 14 year old brain i was stoked about getting on the server sooner. This ended up in me breaking 3.4 again, and i thought i got away without dave noticing my deal with keiwam, until a few days later i got my ban extended to what i think was 6 months or so. I got really tilted, even though it was my own wrongdoing, and started flaming people on the forums and thereafter discord, whom i had been having beef with ingame, specifically sorle and jake_.
I eventually ofcourse got my permanent ban, and it didnt really affect me that much in the start, i thought it was a small offense, and just the staff showing me what the consequences could look like. I later realised that i might not just be coming back withn a year, as i was sure that i was. I started alting, sometimes trying to play from a new account, and other times just trying to ruin the experince for the others, i didnt think about what this would do to my main ban in the moment, or atleast not gave a damn about it. But i have come to realise that alting, and massrdming, and talking big talk on forums and discord, would have extreme consequences, as it should. Noone should ever be allowed to act the way i did over that year, without getting ehat i got.
I really have to say from the bottom of my heart that i am sorry to those i trash-talked, most of all because i said some really bad stuff, without thinking that other people were actually targeted with their own face on the bullseye, targeting everything that i could get personal with. I think that i had a bad social life back then, and just tried to hurt others to make sure i got my mind off what was going on out in the real world. This was just not ok, and i understand that.
Even though i really want to get back on the server, i understand that i really messed up, and potentially hurt other people, with the way i acted. I really want to get back on at some point, and play with my old guys on there. This doesnt have to be today, or tomorrow, but i would love to get my ban reduced from permanent, to years, so i could see how long i have left, till you can be sure i have learned my lesson. If not, then its ok, and i will have to continue like it is now.
Even just something as small as a comment that is not denied, if you decide to deny this, would be much appreciated and cared for.
Thank you
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie Gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello,
So i was banned some time ago, for breaking 3.4. This was no ordinary thing for me back then, and i kept getting banned, especially for 3.4. And i think that i spent so much of my time on this server, that the thought of losing a gun that i maybe based an hour for, was so adreneline kicking, that i took some bad decisions. I am not at all excusing myself, and saying that i shoild have gotten special treatment because i was so active, but i actually did get some nice suggestions from the admins, who were trying to give me chances at playing the server the right way.
One day i get banned for 3.4 as usual. And keiwam offers to lower my ban, but if i do get caught breaking 3.4 i would get alot longer ban, i ofcourse said yes to this, because in my 14 year old brain i was stoked about getting on the server sooner. This ended up in me breaking 3.4 again, and i thought i got away without dave noticing my deal with keiwam, until a few days later i got my ban extended to what i think was 6 months or so. I got really tilted, even though it was my own wrongdoing, and started flaming people on the forums and thereafter discord, whom i had been having beef with ingame, specifically sorle and jake_.
I eventually ofcourse got my permanent ban, and it didnt really affect me that much in the start, i thought it was a small offense, and just the staff showing me what the consequences could look like. I later realised that i might not just be coming back withn a year, as i was sure that i was. I started alting, sometimes trying to play from a new account, and other times just trying to ruin the experince for the others, i didnt think about what this would do to my main ban in the moment, or atleast not gave a damn about it. But i have come to realise that alting, and massrdming, and talking big talk on forums and discord, would have extreme consequences, as it should. Noone should ever be allowed to act the way i did over that year, without getting ehat i got.
I really have to say from the bottom of my heart that i am sorry to those i trash-talked, most of all because i said some really bad stuff, without thinking that other people were actually targeted with their own face on the bullseye, targeting everything that i could get personal with. I think that i had a bad social life back then, and just tried to hurt others to make sure i got my mind off what was going on out in the real world. This was just not ok, and i understand that.
Even though i really want to get back on the server, i understand that i really messed up, and potentially hurt other people, with the way i acted. I really want to get back on at some point, and play with my old guys on there. This doesnt have to be today, or tomorrow, but i would love to get my ban reduced from permanent, to years, so i could see how long i have left, till you can be sure i have learned my lesson. If not, then its ok, and i will have to continue like it is now.
Even just something as small as a comment that is not denied, if you decide to deny this, would be much appreciated and cared for.
Thank you
