Ban Apology (Efan)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Efan
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: 2 Years

Your Steam Name: Lushi
Your Roleplay Name: Benjamin Ruggiero
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:240551246

Why were you punished?: 1.5, 1.1 - Took a picture of another player without their consent thereafter made the image his steam profile. Continued to mock the other player whilst he did so. Return when you have grown up.

Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello yet again perpheads community,

I think this is my 4th time appealing this ban which i know is pathethic and how i keep getting insta deny but please Admins or moderators that are reading this, please give me a chance to get it atleast to admin meeting .

To start this appeal i want to say why should i return to perpheads:
I think im ready to come and visit this server again,i really liked it and admired its roleplay thing because it was different,it felt more serious from other servers. But i was trying to be cool and did not respect rules of it,either i killed innocent people or i didnt consent under gunpoint or metagamed. But my biggest problem was that i was trying to be cool and i was really rude to people that were acting a bit silly. yeah i did it intentionally because i thought it would look "cool" but now i understand that it wasnt cool at all,and i couldnt imagine what i would do if i was being insulted like that. I insulted people without knowing whats happening in their lifes and thats really,really rude of me. But now i realised and i apologised to 2 persons that i insulted the most while playing on perpheads.

@Babi im sorry for making fun of the way you act,it really pissed me off and i started being rude to your actions which is very immature. I really feel so terrible for being like that even if i knew that you have some problems. Im really happy for you because as i can see you found a organization and that means you found new friends, that you know how to play perpheads now and im really proud of you. Even if i tried to teach u this i started screaming and killing you because you couldnt understand. But now i realise,i realise how i would felt if i was you and someone was acting like that towards me,thats terrible . I hope you can forgive me for everything i've done

@DanielRabbit i think everyone already knows that we were arguing a lot,yeah a lot of times. And its just because we were 2 kids,but now i started talking to you yet again and i realised that you are not a kid anymore. I was insulting you a lot and instead of stopping i continued and continued which everytime led to you blocking me. But i somehow found ways to insult you again which was really rude how i was targeting you and not leaving you alone. It even got to an argument where i used your face as my profile picture.. im still really ashamed of this i just cant believe i have deont this which resulted to my ban . At start i even tried to argue it but now i realise its really fair that i got a ban,might say aswell that im really thankfull to @Efan for giving me only 2 years and not a permanent ban which i really deserve.

In the conclusion i want to say that this whole situation really showed me what terrible type of man i am,and if i will see someone acting like me before,i will try to explain them thats its not fucking cool to insult other people,and to the people he will insult i will just tell them to ignore everyone that insults him/her because they are just idiots that trying to be cool,and if you will ignore idiots like this they will be pissed off that you dont care and will stop doing this. I realised that i need to act mature,if there are rules it means i need to respect them and not break every single one of them. I got record for 3.4,2.5,1,2, and other rules that are very simple,i just dont need to put my life at an unnecesary threat,i need to have proper reason to kill someone, i dont need to use racist slurs on this server and i just need to enjoy this server. I need to enjoy it while i can,because as i said its an unique server with serious rp rules and very realistic.

I really hope you can forgive me for everything i have done to everyone, these messages are sent directly from my heart.

Regards,
Lushi
 
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