Ban Apology (Flugs)

[ati ツ]

Appealing for: Ban
Appeal type: Apology
Which staff member banned you: @flugs
How long were you banned for: 1 Year

Your Steam Name: zeus
Your In-game Name: Liam Garcia
Your Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:106547501

Why were you banned/blacklisted: 1.1 - Extremely toxic, complete inability to treat others with respect despite being given numerous chances. // 3.2 - User used a third party communication which heavily effected their in-game actions.
Why should this appeal be considered:
Hi @flugs
First of all I want to apologize to you to the PerpHeads Staff Team and to the Community for being such a bad person in my whole time insulting other people out of anger because of a Role Play Game/their parents or wishing them dead I have learned a lot now in these 2 months and also talked to my father more often about such things and he told me that you don't want to hear such things and I should imagine how it would be if someone else would say it to me so that some of my family members died because of the Corona Virus I don't want to hear such things because I know that such things would hurt me a lot I thought about it and learned from my mistakes 1) I don't want to hear such things because I know that they would hurt me a lot and I don't want to hear such things because I know that they would hurt me a lot. I would not like to hear that because I know that it would hurt me very much. I have thought about it and I have learned from my mistakes 1. That you don't let your anger out by wishing death to other innocent people which is not ok at all 2. I shouldn't take a role play server seriously and have a sense of humor 3. Respect have these 3 things I have learned in the last 2 months and I am very proud of myself I told you a few weeks ago that I want to write my Appeal only after 6 months but therefore that I have learned from my mistakes and you, the staff team and the community even though I am 14 I want to behave like an adult and I should behave like an adult when I am older and by the way I just missed the server and I want to prove to you that I have changed and my ban day I swore to you that when I am banned I will be a different person I swore and I will keep it i hope that you @flugs the staff team and the community will give me one last chance i have really learned from my mistakes i swear to you and because i had a 3 month ban but @flugs extended it to a year because i had a lot of bans i would just ask you to give me one last chance i missed the server and my friends, on the subject that I was meta- gaming with some other people I already talked to @A1L and apologized as far as I know the other people were warned I think I would have got a warning too but I got a ban for a completely different reason for that I apologize again from the bottom of my heart it was really the first time in my life I did that I had one evening through one of them through the headset heard that they talk to each other on the TeamSpeak and am just out of curiosity times join and wanted to see what they do so then we had just played that night unfairly I'm really sorry again for it otherwise I have nothing more to say except that I hope that you and Staff- Team give me a second chance to prove myself I have sworn to you otherwise still a wonderful beautiful evening dear community/PerpHeads staff team your zeus.

 

[flugs]

I'm no longer a staff member and therefore hold no jurisdiction over this appeal, nor am I that concerned with it, but I don't really like that you're almost only apologising to me instead of @Pugga and anyone else who your behaviour affected. You weren't just banned for being toxic, you were banned for saying something horrible to a specific person and if that actually isn't significant enough to you to remember, then you shouldn't be unbanned.

Like I said, I don't have control over the appeal so take this as you will, but given what's happened in the past; you don't deserve another chance. What's really going to change if you come back? It's been 2 months. You need to wait some actual time to break the cycle or else the same thing will just happen again.

 

[Clarky]

I was one of the main people dealing with this and I agree with flugs, what have you really shown to change how you behave towards others despite how many chances you were given? A communication ban wouldn’t suffice because you would pull the IC card as usual. You used horrible terms towards people and affected someone so badly and you had no care about it.

 

[ati ツ]

@flugs I already apologized at my 1st appeal to everyone who I insulted very strongly, I swore that I mean business and that I have changed my ban would only be for 3 months but then you have it for a year extended because of my history which I think is grossly unfair just because you don't like me anymore that you extend my ban from 3 months to one year

 

[Kempotent]

you were extremely toxic, you literally told me i hope i kill myself and my whole family dies because i raided you, you received permanent ban for that and got unbanned, but still continued? i want to know whats changed..

 

[flugs]

but then you have it for a year extended because of my history which I think is grossly unfair just because you don't like me anymore that you extend my ban from 3 months to one year

and there it is. If you think there's a problem with the ban being extended, make a dispute or private request to Senior Administration - don't pretend that you're sorry. The fact that you say "I swore that I mean business, but then you X" indicates that you were surprised after telling me you'd changed and the ban still being extended. It was extended because your disgusting attitude has never changed despite numerous chances being given. You're always "changed". You need to actually sit this one out like I told you so many times.

 

[ati ツ]

Yes, that's right, I also talked to those staff members and explained why I was so freaked out with your raid a year ago, they knew about it. But in addition I was not toxic for a very long time and behaved myself and @blackdown saw that in the OOC chats that I behaved even though the whole server provoked me but the day when I simply lost all my money in the casino because I was tapping over the whole time and it literally came under 14 times and in the end I had nothing more and I just freaked out and said it to the moderator whose name I don't know at the moment on the fourm I'm really sorry That I said that to you afterwards but I lost all my money because it came under 14 times and I didn't win 1 time I know that's no excuse and cuh also have no right to insult your family like that / to dead wish i just shouldn't have said it i'm sorry i regret it but i have changed i swear to god

 

[ati ツ]

I know that I already have several chances, I am not mainly concerned with the extension, just in general I know that I have said so often that I will change but never made it, e.g. with my perma ban because of being toxic from @blackdown I have to I wrote an appeal for a month and was unbanned after my unban he wrote with the appeal that if I am Toxic again that I will be banned again straight away but I held it out for so long and kept his word he gave me a chance why they give it I just don't have one last very last chance to prove myself after 2 months I ask you

 

[ati ツ]

@Clarky you actually know how I regretted saying it to other people every time but I couldn't change it I had already said it because I freaked out, everyone on the server provoked me

 

[lamby]

I'm not really involved in this, nor do I have a clue as to what you've said to those people but, from my experience, all I've seen you do is be incredibly passive-aggressive or just down-right toxic. Every time I see you you're either getting aggressive to the point of cursing someones' family to get cancer. And sure it might be said in-game, but there's a difference between being in character with it being very evident and just being a toxic heartless person.

Zeus, I'm going to have to be honest with you, the entire apology you've written doesn't really look genuine to me; you claiming you've changed isn't something that me and a whole lot of other people believe. You've been banned multiple times for toxicity in the hope that you finally learn from your mistakes, and here we are again, with you being banned and wanting back on the server. I think it's best for you to just have a well-deserved break, I don't think anyone is waiting for Liam Garcia to come back and tell people to commit suicide and hope their family dies from cancer.

If you suffer from extreme anger issues then you have to figure out the root of it; is it PERP? Then stay away from it. This is the reason why you get banned from the server; just so that you can take a breather and think of what you've done wrong. You've been banned for one year because that's how long Staff believes you deserve to be banned for, not because it's " unfair ", it's definitely fair if you've done nothing but be banned for the same thing over and over again, wanting peoples' families to die. I think you have no clue how bad it will feel for people that actually go through that stuff, myself included. I think a whole lot of people would be incredibly pissed off if Staff gave you a reduced ban from the stuff I've heard you say to people, so please, either wait out that one year ban and accept that this is the way it is, go find yourself a new server where you can have a better reputation, or get some professional help.

The last thing I want to do is give you a tip, take it how you want it.

If you're playing PERP and you constantly get raided or mugged, you either quit the game before you get too angry, or you go to the community manager(s) like @Efan, I believe that the community managers are there to listen to any concerns or problems you face in the server. And no, don't tell me that you're scared to approach people like that, cause even though I believe you're toxic as hell, I still wouldn't mind listening to your issues and give you tips, and that goes the same for some Staff I believe.

Now here's one last tip; you might be like fourteen years old or something, I don't know; but if you're prone to be angry and act up, no matter the age; try and get yourself into stoicism. Sounds cringe enough sure, but it really does help if you really do have issues. Stoicism is the art of not giving two fucks about what happens that's not in your control; do people raid and mug you? Why would you care? Why would you get angry about it? Why would you show people what they want to see; anger?

If you want to go more into that topic, here's a vid PewDiePie made.

 

[Clarky]

Stop trying to play victim, you're still in the wrong

 

[walnash]

I don't think you should be unbanned considering it seems like you've said the same thing to a lot of people including me, saying you hope my family die of cancer (which some of them have) I then forgave you as you apologised to me but then you did it again? all of this over me robbing you for 50k and raiding you.

 

[ati ツ]

To everyone who is currently writing an opinion about my appeal, I can't remember saying that to you, but I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, most of all to you @walnash I'm sorry and I'm sorry that you already have some families I am sorry I made a mistake but with this appeal I just want to prove to you that I learned a lot in the 2 months it is not only because of Perp that was also in other games but I am there I'm not so freaked out it's always about the situation what happens etc I know I made a mistake even several I'm sorry I just ask you all for one last chance and I really want to show you that I've really changed.

 

[Hendricks]

Thread Locked until dealt with.

 

[Dom_]

No thanks