I know what many of you probably are thinking "Urh wtf, what does such a disgusting FURRY have to say that we want to read?" welp.. Probably nothing, but I'm still gonna write this now.
So.. I've been on perpheads since maybe December 20th 2015 and enjoyed a lot of time on perpheads, I've had my breaks like multiple breaks because I felt I needed to. I've been very much down, and as probably everyone knows, or atleast older players knows is that I've been such a little bitch, haha right? Anyways get to the point.
I know I've done a lot of bad shit, I've been RDM'ing some times, especially Jack Richards last time I got 2 weeks ban(That wasn't why, but it was same day I did it) while he was in cuffs cause he pissed me off, with going a lot at me. At that time I shot Jack Richards, I was going through a very very tough time, I know it's not an excuse and should never be, sine I could just not decide to play, but honestly I just legitly have nothing else to do. I live in a poor family where we don't have any money for the interests I want to, so I'm isolating myself on this server, and I'm getting easily let down and sad again, I've been trying to chance and realised that's pretty hard to do. I've been lying about not being a furry, even though most people didn't believe it anyways, cause well I am a bit of a retard I'm sure we can all agree on that, either way. I love this community, and honestly dunno, I just think I should explain my behaviour.
All I wanted to say is that I'm gonna try to change, which I've done a bit, I'm not completely as cocky as I've used to ones, I'm not making as many AR's or whatever else could be done, and I'm not going around breaking rules just because I'm pissed off and being a little triggered pussy, I'm fully aware of what I've done.
My point is.. I'm so sorry to everyone I've ruined game experience for, or just thought that I'm a huge pain in the ass and should just get the fuck out of this amazing community.