Goodbye (again)

[D3LLY]

Guess im out again lmao

2-3 weeks ago i took a short break from PERPheads, was on the verge of suicide, constant mental breakdowns and so on, about 2 weeks after the forum post, I done more productive things with myself, sight seeing, going on family trips, distracting my mind and clearing my head, for the last week i had some spare time to myself while trying to find another job so i started playing more constantly, and today i got given a 1 month ban, was something dumb i done but i dont agree with the staffs perception of it and outcome, Everyone knows me as a minge, and doing stupid things, I never done anything unfair and broke rules to value my life and ruin the game for others. My point still stands about sucking up to admins to play this, it aint fun. I aint disrespecting the admins on this post im just stating how i feel. You cant have fun on the server without getting reported, I get there is rules but minging aint ever hurt anybody.

So im gonna use this time off to put more efforts into my music and songwriting, rejoin my kickboxing and find another job to fund my driving lessons and maybe a car. Find peace in myself, rebuild myself from the ground up.

I might come back after the ban i might not, I dont see the point in playing something I cant be happy on, I get there is rules but its honestly just taking the piss atp

big up the paralake ballas

Thank you to the people whove made the server fun.

Mike Mibble @cjjoner
Ryan Mushroom @Mushroom
Joe Dixon @Matthew
Dan Giggle @Dan makingtosh
Anthony King @Anthony
Robert Moretti @rupsurapsu
Greg Mushroom @mikosh
Donnie White (don’t know his forum account)
Garry Drick (don’t know his forum account)
Abdully Jahime (don’t know his forum acc)
Zachary Moretti @privateme
Ximing Johnson @Portical7
Paul Fredson @Paul_Fredson
Alfonso Cicco @AlfonzoCicco
Lemon Jones @Lemon Jones
Mia Taylor @St. ides
Tom Ross (don’t know his forum account)
Jordan High @Silent Chaos
Kyle Pickett (don’t know his forum account)
Jake Sans
Tony Sans
Herald Mibble @PhillippiEpic
Matthew Lumberton
Talo Mibble @Talo_Mibble
David Moretti @Squizid
Frank Fernando @Skupid

 

[Off The Radar]

Back and gone too quick!

 

[cerbi]

see ya will :[

 

[Smeanem]

So im gonna use this time off to put more efforts into my music and songwriting, rejoin my kickboxing and find another job to fund my driving lessons and maybe a car. Find peace in myself, rebuild myself from the ground up.

You're already at some point in which there is peace. Have a hobby, not all at once. Do you need a car right away? Do you wanna continue kickboxing which you dropped in the past? Does 'your' music need effort put into it?

 

[Smeanem]

Honestly you roleplayed properly because you screamed for help and ended up revived, the only effect was that you broke a leg.

 

[D3LLY]

Honestly you roleplayed properly because you screamed for help and ended up revived, the only effect was that you broke a leg.

thank you someone finally gets i rp a deranged english cowboy

 

[D3LLY]

You're already at some point in which there is peace. Have a hobby, not all at once. Do you need a car right away? Do you wanna continue kickboxing which you dropped in the past? Does 'your' music need effort put into it?

yes cus i need to drive to work and places

 

[nyuro]

Round 2. I expect round 3 soon Will lmao

 

[jams (James Ladous)]

Take care of yourself top priority, going into stuff like music etc can be life changing for mental health too, I hope you enjoy it dude, you're pretty good at it.

 

[exrobite]

break the cycle, start doing nice things for yourself because you deserve them, push yourself to use your skills and overcome new challenges. get therapy. godspeed.

 

[Frostyy]

Déjà vu