Ban Apology (Admin Meeting)

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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie Gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237

Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/

Why should this appeal be considered?: A little under 2 years ago, i was banned for failing to comply with gunpoint. This was not unusual for me, to get banned for breaking 3.4. When i look at my record of bans, warnings and blacklists, i see that over the 3-4 years i played on the server, i have a incredibly terrible record. With bans and warnings every other week. I would have had nearly 2 years by now, to think about what i did, and reflect over it. But because of my alt attempts, that has shortened alot, showing imaturity and selfishness.

When i used to play perp alot, i would as said, get alot of bans regarding the same reasons, over and over again. One day i got that ban went to permaban because of my actions across the diffrent perpheads platforms. It was even extended because i made a deal with KeiwaM, which i couldnt bear, so i decided that it was nearly permaban anyways, so why not "show off" to my friends on discord, and start problems with the people on the server, which shows how crazy imature i was, and that i really didnt think about the stuff i did on the internet because "why not, it doesnt have consequences".

I ofcourse got the ban extended even further because of this behavior, and i wouldnt really accept that, so i decided to alt and try to ruin the experince for the other people still available to play on the server. I also decided it was a good idea to test some cheats on the server, which just was straight up stupid, all because i couldnt accept that there was consequences for my actions back when i got banned.

Instead of just accepting that i got banned, i even decided to try and snitch out other people, to try and get my ban reduced, which ofcourse didnt work, and it shouldnt have, i even apologised to Sorle and Jake_ just to get unbanned with no actual guilt behind it, which is just really screwed up, showing little to none, actual regret to my actions. Again i thought that i could just get out easy, to go back on the server and minge around. I really couldnt accept that i had made this my situation, and that i would have to accept it.

I was strongly addicted to perpheads, back in the 2022 time. I played nothing else, and would get extremely bored if i couldnt play on the server. I loved running around creating chaos and making toxic comments, feeling cool and like i had some sort of power and confidence, because i didnt have that at all out in the real world. Which you can also clearly see in my record section. It was a huge problem for me, so i decided to walk around and "be cool" on the server, downgrading the experience for other players just trying to enjoy the game.

I can assure you that alot has happened, since my ban, and that i would never act the same childish way now, that i did back then. I really have changed, and i would love to get another chance to show it to the community and get a "fresh start". I would agree that if i should start dropping into my old habits, i should get instant permanent ban, and never get let on the server again, but i can assure you that it wont happen.

This is not to justify my actions at all, and say that i didnt know what i was doing, because i did know. I just hope to show you guys that i have changed enough, to actually get back on the server for a second chance. In the end i can only blame myself.
 
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