- Messages
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Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @steelo
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: tixliks
Your Roleplay Name: Sam Bond
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:438573020
Why were you punished?: Inappropriate and disturbing inquiry in OOC
Why should this appeal be considered?: First off I'd like to apologise to those that were disturbed by my so called "Joke". I apologise to those that were online and witnessed it and the people that heard about it afterwards. My intent was absolutely not to wreak havoc, be offensive or anything along those lines. It was late, around 5 am for me and i had been playing for hours. But regardless of the time or how tired I was there's no excuse for what I said. It was completly out of line. At the time I thought i was making a "funny" joke, but it was far from that, and clearly wasn't funny which I realised after I had woke up. That of course it not an excuse for my actions and I accept full responsibility. I've waited out 13 months of my permanent ban and I've had alot of time to reflect on my actions, which I have done. I've improved myself both physically and mentally during that time.
I cannot begin to explain how incredibly stupid it was to respond to someone that typed something like that. I am myself a child, a younger child back then and I was trying to be "edgy" during that time. Even though I followed it up by saying it was a joke I now understand that words can have consequences and what I did was wrong. Period. Regardless of the intent. That doesn't undo it and I accept full responsibility.. My last apology was unserious, and I would also like to apologize for that. I kept making appeal tickets and just wasted the administrationteams time. I should've just accepted my punishment and went on with my day. I was told that It was too early to appeal and to wait out the majority of my sentence. I am very sorry, and this time i'm going to try my best to show that I have really changed. During that time I also tried to log in and play on an alt account. Which does not help my case at all and was incredibly stupid. Although it might not have seemed like that long ago I was a different person. I was desprate enough to try to ban evade, and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry about that. It does by no means reflect on who I am today, none of my actions back then reflect on me today. I had been playing since 2022 and had a clean record up until early 2024 which clearly shows that I was not right in the head during that time, but at the same time that streak doesn't excuse anything.
I hope that you can find it in yourselves to forgive my past actions. I've made mistakes that I deeply regret but I've taken the time to grow from them and become a better person both in game and in real life. All I ask for is a chance to show that I've changed. Not just in words, but in how I play and interact with the community moving forward. Thank you and I hope that you consider my appeal, whether its a shorter sentence, unban or another attempt to appeal in the future.
Additional Information: I was looking through my related bans on the scambans list and found an account named "Shooshoo zewzew" that got banned for being an alt account of mine. I've never heard of that account and I certantly did not try to log into perpheads with it. The account that I tried to log in with is called Mörni and happened on the 27th of april 2024, 20 days after the ban. Not sure what the other account is about though. Searched it up on steam and it might be this account which I've never had control of or known about: https://steamcommunity.com/id/qrqwfrw
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @steelo
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: tixliks
Your Roleplay Name: Sam Bond
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:438573020
Why were you punished?: Inappropriate and disturbing inquiry in OOC
Why should this appeal be considered?: First off I'd like to apologise to those that were disturbed by my so called "Joke". I apologise to those that were online and witnessed it and the people that heard about it afterwards. My intent was absolutely not to wreak havoc, be offensive or anything along those lines. It was late, around 5 am for me and i had been playing for hours. But regardless of the time or how tired I was there's no excuse for what I said. It was completly out of line. At the time I thought i was making a "funny" joke, but it was far from that, and clearly wasn't funny which I realised after I had woke up. That of course it not an excuse for my actions and I accept full responsibility. I've waited out 13 months of my permanent ban and I've had alot of time to reflect on my actions, which I have done. I've improved myself both physically and mentally during that time.
I cannot begin to explain how incredibly stupid it was to respond to someone that typed something like that. I am myself a child, a younger child back then and I was trying to be "edgy" during that time. Even though I followed it up by saying it was a joke I now understand that words can have consequences and what I did was wrong. Period. Regardless of the intent. That doesn't undo it and I accept full responsibility.. My last apology was unserious, and I would also like to apologize for that. I kept making appeal tickets and just wasted the administrationteams time. I should've just accepted my punishment and went on with my day. I was told that It was too early to appeal and to wait out the majority of my sentence. I am very sorry, and this time i'm going to try my best to show that I have really changed. During that time I also tried to log in and play on an alt account. Which does not help my case at all and was incredibly stupid. Although it might not have seemed like that long ago I was a different person. I was desprate enough to try to ban evade, and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry about that. It does by no means reflect on who I am today, none of my actions back then reflect on me today. I had been playing since 2022 and had a clean record up until early 2024 which clearly shows that I was not right in the head during that time, but at the same time that streak doesn't excuse anything.
I hope that you can find it in yourselves to forgive my past actions. I've made mistakes that I deeply regret but I've taken the time to grow from them and become a better person both in game and in real life. All I ask for is a chance to show that I've changed. Not just in words, but in how I play and interact with the community moving forward. Thank you and I hope that you consider my appeal, whether its a shorter sentence, unban or another attempt to appeal in the future.
Additional Information: I was looking through my related bans on the scambans list and found an account named "Shooshoo zewzew" that got banned for being an alt account of mine. I've never heard of that account and I certantly did not try to log into perpheads with it. The account that I tried to log in with is called Mörni and happened on the 27th of april 2024, 20 days after the ban. Not sure what the other account is about though. Searched it up on steam and it might be this account which I've never had control of or known about: https://steamcommunity.com/id/qrqwfrw
