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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: SpaceShots
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: arcana
Your Roleplay Name: Akim Novik
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:79218086
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: cheating
Why should this appeal be considered?: (Appealing for 2019 ban as instructed by Efan)
Hello.
I want to write this apology letter to first and foremost apologize to the staff, developers, and players who were impacted by my actions when I got banned for cheating. I would also like to apologize for my timely crusades that would occur sometime later multiple times after my ban. My ban was quite a long time ago (Dec 31, 2019, 12:32 AM), and my crusades would last about a year after my bans.
Since then, I have had a lot of time to resonate with my actions. I have also been doing a lot of talking with a particular person who has really helped me, and also heavily changed my perspective on life and how I view ethics, and the world in general.
I understand that nothing good was coming from what I was doing and that I was simply digging myself into a deeper hole. To be honest with you, the reason why I continued to do such actions was purely projection. I was angry that I had done this and that I had to face the consequences. My lack of respect and obvious insecurities at the time motivated me to try and ruin the experience for other people. I now understand how unethical and immoral this is and I stopped after I realized this. I have a lot of pride, unfortunately, and it was very hard for me to write this, my honest truth as to what motivated me. I have also used multiple accounts many times, and I am sorry for this. Most of the time I just wanted to check out the server and have the experience of playing again. I should have been patient instead and tried to appeal. I apologize for this.
I have made many mistakes, but I honestly have no harmful intentions anymore. I hope you can give me the benefit of the doubt and give me the ability to play on the server again.
Additional Information: There were some previous allegations that I doxed a community member. I want to preface that these allegations were not true. I have talked to the individual in TeamSpeak with @Fredy where we have resolved the issue.
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: SpaceShots
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: arcana
Your Roleplay Name: Akim Novik
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:79218086
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: cheating
Why should this appeal be considered?: (Appealing for 2019 ban as instructed by Efan)
Hello.
I want to write this apology letter to first and foremost apologize to the staff, developers, and players who were impacted by my actions when I got banned for cheating. I would also like to apologize for my timely crusades that would occur sometime later multiple times after my ban. My ban was quite a long time ago (Dec 31, 2019, 12:32 AM), and my crusades would last about a year after my bans.
Since then, I have had a lot of time to resonate with my actions. I have also been doing a lot of talking with a particular person who has really helped me, and also heavily changed my perspective on life and how I view ethics, and the world in general.
I understand that nothing good was coming from what I was doing and that I was simply digging myself into a deeper hole. To be honest with you, the reason why I continued to do such actions was purely projection. I was angry that I had done this and that I had to face the consequences. My lack of respect and obvious insecurities at the time motivated me to try and ruin the experience for other people. I now understand how unethical and immoral this is and I stopped after I realized this. I have a lot of pride, unfortunately, and it was very hard for me to write this, my honest truth as to what motivated me. I have also used multiple accounts many times, and I am sorry for this. Most of the time I just wanted to check out the server and have the experience of playing again. I should have been patient instead and tried to appeal. I apologize for this.
I have made many mistakes, but I honestly have no harmful intentions anymore. I hope you can give me the benefit of the doubt and give me the ability to play on the server again.
Additional Information: There were some previous allegations that I doxed a community member. I want to preface that these allegations were not true. I have talked to the individual in TeamSpeak with @Fredy where we have resolved the issue.
