I know the feeling with growing "Attached" to perp or wtf you should call it, because theres nothing else to do. That is literally me aswell, I just really want to leave though, but I couldn't really as I had nothing else to do, I've KINDA left now though lol.
Trust me going outside is the fucking best. After I had some personal problems I decided to not turn my pc on for 2 weeks. I met the craziest people ever, I put ghb in someones drink and raped him. I swear to god you need to go out man, make friends.
I have indeed seen that you are addicted to perp lol @XPGamingXPDK . Maybe try out some new games, I mean there are plenty of them and there is enough to do besides PERP