Why would we celebrate? Dont feel sad for yourself and do something about it instead of just sitting there crying like your mom ripped off a band aid from your arm when you where 7.
Honestly mate, don't act like you're the victim, every piece of criticism you have received has been well deserved and caused by your actions and nobody else's.
Saying you are leaving is a little bit silly, take the 3 months as a time out and come back a better player! Aim for a clean slate by maybe making an apology to anyone you may have annoyed during your time here!