Just something quick, things have changed the past week. I feel a lot better right now but still not good enough to do anything. I go to school again and hang out with friends again. I still hate what happened though.
I guess many people want to know so here is why I am so upset.
So 3 weeks ago my parents were having a fight. It was about the most shittiest thing ever, but that's not important. This fight really destroyed their.... let's say "love". They divorced. This is only 1 reason...
The same week, my girlfriend broke up with me. No, not in person. She did it with "WhatsApp". This was too much for me, I gave up in doing anything and said I was sick so I didn't need to go to school.
A week after this all happened my grandmother was just doing her normal routine for the day, going to the super market on her bike. Around 1PM I got called by the hospital, she fell from her bike and broke her right leg and red arm. She also had a big wound in her head. 2 days later she died in the hospital...
This all was way too much for me. I gave up in EVERYTHING after she died. I didn't eat, drink or even try to eat or drink. I couldn't sleep for days.
When I made this thread, everyone showing support really meant something to me. I decided to resume my normal life. I really feel a lot better now. I might join the server again, actually, I will. Not like I would normally do AHUM *12 hours straight*. But just once in a while.
Thanks everyone, really.
This is what I wanted to say. September just went really bad for me. But like my uncle always says: "When something goes really really bad, it only happens once in your life, just like it happens to others".
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upset, sad, angry. HAPPY