What once was a way of coping with mental issues, eventually becomes the root of mental issues. Not just Perp but any game and/or communities that come with it. It simply comes down to moderation and not losing touch with the outside world. Sounds super stereotypical but we sometimes spend half the day hooked on this stream of dopamine and neglect basic human needs.
Hope you find the happiness you deserve man. It might take a day, a month or even years. Regardless, you're on a journey so live in the moment, otherwise you'll live in regret. People use their in-game hours as a flex but I genuinely use them as a reminder that I will never get those hours back. The one thing you can't buy in life is time, the most precious commodity known to man. The preacher tone aside, go enjoy the world around you that is rapidly changing! Appreciate nature before your local forest gets bulldozed into an apartment complex.
You know where I'm at if you need anything but I know you have your own plan. Right now all I am is a voice in your headphones or a message on a screen.
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mye Kjerlighet