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Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie Gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello Perpheads staff,
I want to say sorry for the tings that i did, to deserve my ban. But also for the way i handled it afterwards.
I know I was being really nasty both in-game, but also on the community sites (discord and forums), and i understand how that is just not ok at all. When i look back, I can see that I crossed som serious lines that I should not have crossed, and that my 10 minutes of what i thought, back then, was fun, had consequences for alot of other people in the community. This created trouble for both the staff handling my reports and the players it affected.
What I regret even more is how I acted after being banned. Instead of just accepting that i screwed up and got a ban, and just learn from it, I kept on ban evading. On one of my alt accounts,i even had cheats, which was completely unacceptable and is something I especially hated when other people did. I understand that this wasn't just breaking the rules but also showing a complete lack of respect for the server, the community and the staff who had to put up with my actions.
In my previous appeals, I have not talked much about the time I was cheating. This is truly because I am embarrassed by it. But I understand that I cannot hide it, even if I wanted to, and it is something I truly regret. Trying to make other people's experience worse, for my own fun and immaturity was extremely poor behavior, even for me back then.
I am not writing this apology to try and make excuses for myself. Back then, I was really immature and made a lot of bad decisions. If i look back at it now, I can see how stupid and selfish the decisions I made were. I understand why my horrendous record makes it quite difficult to trust anything that I say. I know that trust is something you need to earn, and i am definitely not entitled to that at all right now.
I wanted to make this appeal because I really do regret how I acted in my time with the community. I have had plenty of time to look back and reflect on everything that happened, and if I could go back and change it, i would handle things very differently, and make sure I was never even in the position of being banned to begin with. I should have just accepted the consequences of my actions, instead of making the situation worse over and over again by trying to cheat my way back in.
I know that i do not at all deserve another chance, especially when you look at the ban evasions and cheating. All I can do is be honest, and admit what I did wrong and ask if you would please consider giving me one final opportunity to prove that I have indeed changed. If I were unbanned, I would make sure to follow the rules, avoid the behavior that got me banned in the first place and try my hardest to have a positive effect on the community.
Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal and consider my apology.
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: daveツ
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Money$
Your Roleplay Name: Louie Gonzalves
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:226391237
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 3.4 - Failed to comply with gunpoint // Extended by KeiwaM: https://perpheads.com/threads/ban-apology-keiwam.55957/#post-423492 -- Extension for causing problems https://perpheads.com/threads/action-request-gainaxe.57482/
Why should this appeal be considered?: Hello Perpheads staff,
I want to say sorry for the tings that i did, to deserve my ban. But also for the way i handled it afterwards.
I know I was being really nasty both in-game, but also on the community sites (discord and forums), and i understand how that is just not ok at all. When i look back, I can see that I crossed som serious lines that I should not have crossed, and that my 10 minutes of what i thought, back then, was fun, had consequences for alot of other people in the community. This created trouble for both the staff handling my reports and the players it affected.
What I regret even more is how I acted after being banned. Instead of just accepting that i screwed up and got a ban, and just learn from it, I kept on ban evading. On one of my alt accounts,i even had cheats, which was completely unacceptable and is something I especially hated when other people did. I understand that this wasn't just breaking the rules but also showing a complete lack of respect for the server, the community and the staff who had to put up with my actions.
In my previous appeals, I have not talked much about the time I was cheating. This is truly because I am embarrassed by it. But I understand that I cannot hide it, even if I wanted to, and it is something I truly regret. Trying to make other people's experience worse, for my own fun and immaturity was extremely poor behavior, even for me back then.
I am not writing this apology to try and make excuses for myself. Back then, I was really immature and made a lot of bad decisions. If i look back at it now, I can see how stupid and selfish the decisions I made were. I understand why my horrendous record makes it quite difficult to trust anything that I say. I know that trust is something you need to earn, and i am definitely not entitled to that at all right now.
I wanted to make this appeal because I really do regret how I acted in my time with the community. I have had plenty of time to look back and reflect on everything that happened, and if I could go back and change it, i would handle things very differently, and make sure I was never even in the position of being banned to begin with. I should have just accepted the consequences of my actions, instead of making the situation worse over and over again by trying to cheat my way back in.
I know that i do not at all deserve another chance, especially when you look at the ban evasions and cheating. All I can do is be honest, and admit what I did wrong and ask if you would please consider giving me one final opportunity to prove that I have indeed changed. If I were unbanned, I would make sure to follow the rules, avoid the behavior that got me banned in the first place and try my hardest to have a positive effect on the community.
Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal and consider my apology.
