Ban Apology (@Collier)

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Jamal

Communication Banned
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Location
United Kingdom
Punishment Type: Ban
Punishment Subtype: Server Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: @Collier
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent

Your Steam Name: Jamal
Your Roleplay Name: Jama Ross/Kanan Saint-Patrick
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:53115398

Why were you punished?: Mass RDM/Ban Evasion

Why should this appeal be considered?: I'd like to start this by sorry for breaking rule 6.3, I knew I had very little to chance of being unbanned after 6 years due to being told about a there being a "Don't unban" comment, which I was wrong on acting with a ban evasion but at this point I had missed the community even though it was completely new. I wanted to show people I could fit back in to the community after being such a toxic individual, which I personally felt like I did. I spent my time trying to help sweaters or anyone who may of needed it. Not to prove I could be better because I didn't think i'd be caught but just to help where I could. I have missed the community for years, even though my name is tarnished with my old behaviour and I wasn't proud when people found out who I was. I still have love for this community and have changed my ways to fit back in.

I understand I have broken a heavy rule whilst playing, that being "2.3 - User spawned in an excessive amount of $1 on the floor with intentions to crash or lag the server" At the time even though I understood this was a rule break, I hope this isn't held against me, as it won't happen again due that time away making me miss perp all over again. At the time I was just trying to troll and was picking it up the second I was about to get banned. It seemed like reckless fun at the time with how low pop the server was but I made the mistake and from there I learnt from my actions to not do it again, even if it seems like fun. It isn't for others, so I apologize for that because with me being a long time player I know this isn't allowed even if it is helpless fun. With my ban I learned how serious of a matter it was hence why I never pulled this shit again after and tried to remain a rule abiding player that I should've been in the first place.

Now to explain my ban, for those who don't know, my name is Jamal Ross (IG) and OOC (J2K) I previously had been the most toxic player on the server for reasons other than I was just still maturing, so I would say or do profound things to other players for the pride of me. Which over the length of my ban I have realized was just childish and un-needed for as it is just a video game where we're all trying to get a long with our activities. I was banned for Mass RDM which I have always stood against and thought it's the most pointless rule to break however here I am. I do hate how this is what got me banned but I slipped up. I love this community and what it's shaped into over the years of my ban and would do pretty much anything to get unbanned after seeing how far it has come. This time as a respectable member of it rather than a toxic filled kid with ego.

I know these are just words written down, but I have changed. I have tried to show that with my ban evasion. Where I got along with mostly everyone and never had a problem unlike I did on the daily on my original account, I hope I was able to prove that to you guys through Gambit despite the 3 month ban. The community is apart of my childhood, I made bad mistakes and I understand I am the one who has to pay for them but I hope I've shown a change compared to how I was back in that old org. Where I understand why most of are banned, and no longer stay in contact with any of these members no more due to how mentally toxic it was. With the bans I received on Gambit are mostly due to being out for 6 years and not knowing the rules, however I have since read through them thoroughly to prevent that since I didn't and don't want to banned. That isn't very fun when you enjoy a server, there has been times where I didn't enjoy it as gambit but just walked away rather than getting myself banned like I used to do as J2K.

For my Mass RDM ban, this was something I've always looked down upon because there is 0 point. Every player who has properly played always wants to come back. So when I sobered up and saw I had done this I was so disappointed in my self to think I had done the same thing I always shitted on others for, this is a heavy rule break that takes a lot of staff time to make right. So I don't condone nor have any reason to of done this, other than being an idiot at the time. To which these actions can be looked passed due to my immaturity at the time and to those who were affected by it that may be still are around, I apologise and hope it really didn't ruin any first impression/experience or impression of me or the server at the time. As I've grown a lot since and so has the server which if you're still about have seen.

Additional Information: p.s i know its a lot to read but please read through it for a better understanding
 
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