Well I'm not really a big forums guy, however I felt a need to write this therefore here I am I guess...
First of all, it's probably not a surprise to anyone that I have decided to resign, as my activity lately was oscilating by 0-4 hours a month. Of course I was doing my best to do anything I was assigned with, but slowly it began more of a duty and respontibility rather than something I enjoyed.
My new job, less time and overall burnout caused that I just lost my passion to perp and become inactive.
With that, I have to say, that since I joined in 2018 or maybe 17 i dont really remember perp was always the old paralake city - old bazaar, old CH, old buildings etc. Don't get me wrong, @peeps (and everyone else who worked on that map) - the work you've done is awesome, the map is beautiful and crazy detailed, however just for me - it's not "perp" anymore... With the addition of the new map I just lost "that something" that was dragging me back to perp.
Im not planning on quitting entirely or burning bridges or whatever, I guess i'm going to join from time to time to drive around the city but this time on my terms - without monthly quotas or requirements.
I wish the best of luck to my successor in the PSD PB chairman role too!
With all that said, I wish to say thank you to many people I have met along the way! I will surely forget about like 10 of you, but if youre reading that, and think you should be here, it's about you too!
@Hodgparjor - You've been my companion for the most of time, and I hope we will remember the time we spent having fun together for long
@orzel1244 - You've shown perp top me like 8 years ago, and thanks to that, I wasted like 3 months of my life literally on an online server having fun in the best roleplay community there is!
@A1L - Yeah i was looking for a funny way to say that I wanted you to end it all etc, but thats not a place for that. Thank you for everything you've done for me. Without you I wouldnt have the opportunity to have fun how I wanted to!
@Collier - Thank you for having me in the staff team. I learnt a lot, had a lot of fun, and achieved something that I thought was never possible - being a moderator in the greatest RP community there is! Im really glad we got over the things that stood between us in the past, and got to know eachother better!
@Mallard - Man of honour that always plays by the rules! - I wouldnt say that about myself, but he was still one of the best PD partners in crime in the PSD!
@Exnem - I still remember late night FireFighting, playing music on soundboards and watching YT together on TVs - Best of to you!
@Scrabuz - Thanks to you, I still take electrolites whenever I go out to get wasted - Saved me dozens of hangovers!
@Oddy - Think about me on one of your forest walks sometimes! Best of luck on your new career path, if thats still what youre doing!
@Shay - I have never fogotten where i came from - The IA department led by you! Best of luck old man!
@Headline - We should play some arma sometime
@JuJu - It was so long ago we played together that I almost forgot how much fun we've had. I know I was hard on you sometimes, but dont take it personally - After all this made you what you are today (maybe, i guess)
@JoeyThings - I actually still feel bad about snitching on you - just so you know
@Bnjemann - Hey man don't get bitten by a deadliest animal on the planet! Or shot, or knifed - Idk you know a lot about UK laws on that - suspicious. Best staff trainer tho - top tier.
@lencz - sill a helper hugh? Thanks mate, I know that you've always remembered about me, even of you don't know that I know. I appreciate that.
@captain - Great times we spent in US hours playing cop. It was always random late night patrols every 2 months or so, but each of them was great!
@mocho @LilacAndGooseberries @Ellie - I don't speak to women, you scare me haha ; )
To anyone else not listed here, who I met along my way, and we had fun together - best of luck! Hope we meet again sometime, and spend some great time together!
It's a yap, but as i said, I just needed to write this myself. I don't really feel much or get emotional, but my resignations and the feeling of leaving all these memories behind really hit me hard.
And last but not least, in memory of:
@Nottoc - Świeć panie nad jej duszą
First of all, it's probably not a surprise to anyone that I have decided to resign, as my activity lately was oscilating by 0-4 hours a month. Of course I was doing my best to do anything I was assigned with, but slowly it began more of a duty and respontibility rather than something I enjoyed.
My new job, less time and overall burnout caused that I just lost my passion to perp and become inactive.
With that, I have to say, that since I joined in 2018 or maybe 17 i dont really remember perp was always the old paralake city - old bazaar, old CH, old buildings etc. Don't get me wrong, @peeps (and everyone else who worked on that map) - the work you've done is awesome, the map is beautiful and crazy detailed, however just for me - it's not "perp" anymore... With the addition of the new map I just lost "that something" that was dragging me back to perp.
Im not planning on quitting entirely or burning bridges or whatever, I guess i'm going to join from time to time to drive around the city but this time on my terms - without monthly quotas or requirements.
I wish the best of luck to my successor in the PSD PB chairman role too!
With all that said, I wish to say thank you to many people I have met along the way! I will surely forget about like 10 of you, but if youre reading that, and think you should be here, it's about you too!
@Hodgparjor - You've been my companion for the most of time, and I hope we will remember the time we spent having fun together for long
@orzel1244 - You've shown perp top me like 8 years ago, and thanks to that, I wasted like 3 months of my life literally on an online server having fun in the best roleplay community there is!
@A1L - Yeah i was looking for a funny way to say that I wanted you to end it all etc, but thats not a place for that. Thank you for everything you've done for me. Without you I wouldnt have the opportunity to have fun how I wanted to!
@Collier - Thank you for having me in the staff team. I learnt a lot, had a lot of fun, and achieved something that I thought was never possible - being a moderator in the greatest RP community there is! Im really glad we got over the things that stood between us in the past, and got to know eachother better!
@Mallard - Man of honour that always plays by the rules! - I wouldnt say that about myself, but he was still one of the best PD partners in crime in the PSD!
@Exnem - I still remember late night FireFighting, playing music on soundboards and watching YT together on TVs - Best of to you!
@Scrabuz - Thanks to you, I still take electrolites whenever I go out to get wasted - Saved me dozens of hangovers!
@Oddy - Think about me on one of your forest walks sometimes! Best of luck on your new career path, if thats still what youre doing!
@Shay - I have never fogotten where i came from - The IA department led by you! Best of luck old man!
@Headline - We should play some arma sometime
@JuJu - It was so long ago we played together that I almost forgot how much fun we've had. I know I was hard on you sometimes, but dont take it personally - After all this made you what you are today (maybe, i guess)
@JoeyThings - I actually still feel bad about snitching on you - just so you know
@Bnjemann - Hey man don't get bitten by a deadliest animal on the planet! Or shot, or knifed - Idk you know a lot about UK laws on that - suspicious. Best staff trainer tho - top tier.
@lencz - sill a helper hugh? Thanks mate, I know that you've always remembered about me, even of you don't know that I know. I appreciate that.
@captain - Great times we spent in US hours playing cop. It was always random late night patrols every 2 months or so, but each of them was great!
@mocho @LilacAndGooseberries @Ellie - I don't speak to women, you scare me haha ; )
To anyone else not listed here, who I met along my way, and we had fun together - best of luck! Hope we meet again sometime, and spend some great time together!
It's a yap, but as i said, I just needed to write this myself. I don't really feel much or get emotional, but my resignations and the feeling of leaving all these memories behind really hit me hard.
And last but not least, in memory of:
@Nottoc - Świeć panie nad jej duszą
