Jamal
Communication Banned
Appealing for: Ban
Appeal type: Apology @Collier @Madda
Which staff member banned you: @nutrient10
How long were you banned for: 6 months (unbanned on the 31st of Dec)
Your Steam Name: J2K
Your In-game Name: Can't remember. Probably some African Daewon name
Your Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:53115398
Why were you banned/blacklisted: @nutrient10
Why should this appeal be considered: Well what can I say other than sorry and how unneeded that situation was. I was having a shit night, which I don't want to really share on a gaming community. However I think my friends told you what happend idk @nutrient10. It was a very fucked night for me when I "attempt mass rdmed" where I shot nutrient10 and called him homophobic names such as "f*ggot". Killing him everytime in the sit as he respawned himself and calling him a f*ggot just before shooting him over and over, this was not needed by me and I shouldn't of taken what anger I had out on you. I just wasn't thinking very straight at the time and felt like I was just being targeted over stupid shit to get me gone so I did what I did which I regret now, and it couldn't been dealt with a lot more professionally by me considering i'm not new to the server and I know the rules.
It first started off as me coming on perp to chill out, which where we was driving around with music on through a soundboard, going around killing people we had beef with. To which then we go to the storage NPC, then I attempt stealing the @nutrient10 la ferrai infront of him and the NPC, to which then he brings me to a sit and tells me it's not allowed. Ofc me being annoyed I was very stubborn and didn't want to listen to what he had to say where we start arguing, when staffs word is final and I should've just left it as it was. However something just told me I was being targeted by staff as I felt like the things I were doing was minor and I was about to be banned for mic spamming in my own car which I got told before it was allowed aslong as if I did a /me plugs aux into phone and only did it in the car. This led to me getting annoyed, and with him saying he's going to ban me it annoyed me a lot as I was already in a shit mood and a bit drunk. So I made the mistake of breaking a bigger rule and shooting nutrient10 in the sit, then when revived himself I kept calling him homophobic names and shooting him again and doing this 4 times to stop him from picking me up, to which then I started shooting into another sit because at that point I was done with the server. These actions were just a shitty mistake that happened on a bad night which I came to regret the next day. After the situation @Blackdown cooled me down and we spoke about it for a bit to which then I apologized to @nutrient10 on ts saying i'm sorry after I cooled down.
I feel like it should be considered because i've waited out a good length of my ban after regretting it almost instantly. I've always been a person who thought mass rdming is stupid and not worth it. Everyone does it, and it's just stupid because we all appeal in the end and it's all for a few seconds of fame. Even though mine wasn't for any fame it was just out of pure anger but i've learned that if i'm not in a good mood I should probably just avoid perp and do something else to occupy myself. I can't explain how sorry I am for the actions I did considering how stupid and petty I was being towards @nutrient10 in the sit, when he was trying to act professional towards me and I was just being disrespectful and angry all the way through the sit. All I can do is say how sorry and changed I am. I wish I could prove it to you however i'm not able to without a chance. I promise never to make homophobic OOC comments like that again towards anyone as in this time i've had banned from the server i've matured a lot.
I'd like to be unbanned so I can come back and play with friends again, the time i;ve been banned from perp has been okay but I miss occasionally coming on and messing about with friends. I've used my time away from the server to really look back hard at the person I am and it wasn't who I want to be! I am a reformed individual now where I can keep my cool in these situations.
If I get unbanned i'll go back to starting to help newer players like I was doing before I got banned, where I'll probably make an org and give a few sweaters shelter as they make a name for themselves to which then i'll let them go and allow them to make their own way but a lot of players just need a push in the server, and i'm more than capable than giving these players the push they need. So I hope @nutrient10 we can look past our differences and I apologize to you for my immature behavior. I hope you can trust my word that I won't do anything like this again considering how stupid and pointless I think mass rdming is.
Before I wrap up this apology. I feel like I owe @nutrient10 and @LilChicken (and anyone affected by my toxic behavior on the forums and IG) an apology because I was really out here probably making your guys perp experiences hell with my IG toxicity where i'd constantly talk shit and be homophobic because I knew it was the easiest way to get to anyone who's sexuality is different to mine and it was very immature. I hope we can all look past this and move on so I can prove to the community that i'm more than just a criminal main who goes round raiding all day and just being toxic.
Additional Comment(s): N/A
Appeal type: Apology @Collier @Madda
Which staff member banned you: @nutrient10
How long were you banned for: 6 months (unbanned on the 31st of Dec)
Your Steam Name: J2K
Your In-game Name: Can't remember. Probably some African Daewon name
Your Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:53115398
Why were you banned/blacklisted: @nutrient10
Why should this appeal be considered: Well what can I say other than sorry and how unneeded that situation was. I was having a shit night, which I don't want to really share on a gaming community. However I think my friends told you what happend idk @nutrient10. It was a very fucked night for me when I "attempt mass rdmed" where I shot nutrient10 and called him homophobic names such as "f*ggot". Killing him everytime in the sit as he respawned himself and calling him a f*ggot just before shooting him over and over, this was not needed by me and I shouldn't of taken what anger I had out on you. I just wasn't thinking very straight at the time and felt like I was just being targeted over stupid shit to get me gone so I did what I did which I regret now, and it couldn't been dealt with a lot more professionally by me considering i'm not new to the server and I know the rules.
It first started off as me coming on perp to chill out, which where we was driving around with music on through a soundboard, going around killing people we had beef with. To which then we go to the storage NPC, then I attempt stealing the @nutrient10 la ferrai infront of him and the NPC, to which then he brings me to a sit and tells me it's not allowed. Ofc me being annoyed I was very stubborn and didn't want to listen to what he had to say where we start arguing, when staffs word is final and I should've just left it as it was. However something just told me I was being targeted by staff as I felt like the things I were doing was minor and I was about to be banned for mic spamming in my own car which I got told before it was allowed aslong as if I did a /me plugs aux into phone and only did it in the car. This led to me getting annoyed, and with him saying he's going to ban me it annoyed me a lot as I was already in a shit mood and a bit drunk. So I made the mistake of breaking a bigger rule and shooting nutrient10 in the sit, then when revived himself I kept calling him homophobic names and shooting him again and doing this 4 times to stop him from picking me up, to which then I started shooting into another sit because at that point I was done with the server. These actions were just a shitty mistake that happened on a bad night which I came to regret the next day. After the situation @Blackdown cooled me down and we spoke about it for a bit to which then I apologized to @nutrient10 on ts saying i'm sorry after I cooled down.
I feel like it should be considered because i've waited out a good length of my ban after regretting it almost instantly. I've always been a person who thought mass rdming is stupid and not worth it. Everyone does it, and it's just stupid because we all appeal in the end and it's all for a few seconds of fame. Even though mine wasn't for any fame it was just out of pure anger but i've learned that if i'm not in a good mood I should probably just avoid perp and do something else to occupy myself. I can't explain how sorry I am for the actions I did considering how stupid and petty I was being towards @nutrient10 in the sit, when he was trying to act professional towards me and I was just being disrespectful and angry all the way through the sit. All I can do is say how sorry and changed I am. I wish I could prove it to you however i'm not able to without a chance. I promise never to make homophobic OOC comments like that again towards anyone as in this time i've had banned from the server i've matured a lot.
I'd like to be unbanned so I can come back and play with friends again, the time i;ve been banned from perp has been okay but I miss occasionally coming on and messing about with friends. I've used my time away from the server to really look back hard at the person I am and it wasn't who I want to be! I am a reformed individual now where I can keep my cool in these situations.
If I get unbanned i'll go back to starting to help newer players like I was doing before I got banned, where I'll probably make an org and give a few sweaters shelter as they make a name for themselves to which then i'll let them go and allow them to make their own way but a lot of players just need a push in the server, and i'm more than capable than giving these players the push they need. So I hope @nutrient10 we can look past our differences and I apologize to you for my immature behavior. I hope you can trust my word that I won't do anything like this again considering how stupid and pointless I think mass rdming is.
Before I wrap up this apology. I feel like I owe @nutrient10 and @LilChicken (and anyone affected by my toxic behavior on the forums and IG) an apology because I was really out here probably making your guys perp experiences hell with my IG toxicity where i'd constantly talk shit and be homophobic because I knew it was the easiest way to get to anyone who's sexuality is different to mine and it was very immature. I hope we can all look past this and move on so I can prove to the community that i'm more than just a criminal main who goes round raiding all day and just being toxic.
Additional Comment(s): N/A
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