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So, I was involved in a staff sit and something interesting came up in it that has 'bothered' me slightly afterwards. Not the actual sit itself, no, as it was dealt with appropriately and in my opinion the staff member involved was very fair.
What left me thinking was something that came up in the discussion. The sit was basically about a simple GP violation on my behalf, and I ain't afraid to say that I was the one definitely in the wrong here, bite me. This isn't about me trying to disprove that. What came up though is that I claimed that my initial gun draw in that situation was instinctive, which the staff member more or less denied saying, that such a thing can't be of instinctive nature. I disagreed with him, but it didn't matter as it was a moot point anyway, as I continued to act beyond the initial gun draw in the situation in question, but the topic stuck with me for some reason.
Then I remembered that I've actually had situations before where I instinctively pulled out a gun only to realize after the gun draw that I shouldn't have done it, which usually led me to awkwardly crouching down and turning my back to the initiator with the weapon still in my hands all the while screaming "I SuRrEnDEr". Something like this is rare, but if it is to happen, it's when I am startled by someone half-unexpectedly. What I mean by that could for example be me acknowledging the possibility of a threat but getting suddenly ambushed regardless.
My point/view here is, (if I even have a point), that instinctive behavior like this does happen sometimes. But I would like to hear from others whether or not YOU have experienced something like this. Even if not, I'd like to hear your opinion on this if you have one. Would be nice to just spark up a conversation.
I'm just bored okay!?
So, I was involved in a staff sit and something interesting came up in it that has 'bothered' me slightly afterwards. Not the actual sit itself, no, as it was dealt with appropriately and in my opinion the staff member involved was very fair.
What left me thinking was something that came up in the discussion. The sit was basically about a simple GP violation on my behalf, and I ain't afraid to say that I was the one definitely in the wrong here, bite me. This isn't about me trying to disprove that. What came up though is that I claimed that my initial gun draw in that situation was instinctive, which the staff member more or less denied saying, that such a thing can't be of instinctive nature. I disagreed with him, but it didn't matter as it was a moot point anyway, as I continued to act beyond the initial gun draw in the situation in question, but the topic stuck with me for some reason.
Then I remembered that I've actually had situations before where I instinctively pulled out a gun only to realize after the gun draw that I shouldn't have done it, which usually led me to awkwardly crouching down and turning my back to the initiator with the weapon still in my hands all the while screaming "I SuRrEnDEr". Something like this is rare, but if it is to happen, it's when I am startled by someone half-unexpectedly. What I mean by that could for example be me acknowledging the possibility of a threat but getting suddenly ambushed regardless.
My point/view here is, (if I even have a point), that instinctive behavior like this does happen sometimes. But I would like to hear from others whether or not YOU have experienced something like this. Even if not, I'd like to hear your opinion on this if you have one. Would be nice to just spark up a conversation.