Punishment Type: Ban
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Code Monkey
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Jack P
Your Roleplay Name: Jack Alex-Peterson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:74363381
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 2.5 Mass RDM
Why should this appeal be considered?: It has been over a year now, and I decided to give it a rest with appeals, as I wrote one almost every 2nd month I think. After the last appeal I made got denied, I thought it was time to move on to something else for a while, cause people didn't really want me back, or at least the staff and I respect that.
It's been over a year now, and I think it's about time to make another attempt once again, so here it is. I've been a part of this community for about 6 years now I believe, at least 5 or so, with bans on and off of course, which a few of them has also been perm bans so you can take it as you will(with being a part of it in these times or not, I do but technically not I know but oh well).
I've been strongly considering the thought process of everything that had been going through my mind in the time of the situation where I got banned from the community, and strongly realized the stupid things I did, I do not wanna call them mistakes cause I did them on purpose, I WILL, however, call them stupid actions from my side, and a messed up thought process leading up to all this. I had just created a decent reputation within the community, which I MYSELF had ruined for myself ONCE again as usual, and that led me to the way I behaved and acted up upon that scene of the incident.
To come to the point, instead of dragging this out like insane, over 1 year ago I decided the "Best" action would just be to ACTUALLY leave the community, cause I was clearly not capable of doing that myself, as it's been a big part of my "Life" yeah I know.. Sad lmao, anyway so I decided to get myself banned. Deciding to get banned alone was a stupid way of leaving, and then the fact of what I did made it even more drastic and stupid, I decided to go off duty from police, and grab a weapon from my storage, whereas I went to the Bazaars Area. When I went to bazaar I waited for the right moment, to shoot someone up and waited for the proper right amount of people to show up as well, and to my so-called what I would have called it back then "Luck", or "Stupidity" there was a group of people passing by.
I decided upon them entering Bazaar and shoot them up, then starting to shoot a bunch of or at least attempt to shoot up a bunch of other people, within the bazaar.
After I was brought to an admin sit, and acted in an unhuman and childish behavior I was banned for originally 1 year, but followed by that it was extended to by 1 more year, making it 2 years for being extra toxic to other people, who wasn't really involved in anything I had just done..
I got mad after the actions of the ban being decreased to 1 more year and I decided to go on a rage onto the staff member who extended my ban, threatened to DDoS the staff member as well, which was probably the most stupid thing I could've done.
I honestly do sincerely regret the actions I had ontaken myself within the server, and causing harm and toxicity within the community completely uncalled for, and completely unnecessarily, and I really do apologize to everyone I acted childish towards and was toxic towards, I wanna return to this great community I once played a lot on, and still plan to come back again.
I don't know if this is ever gonna be a possibility, but if it is I hope this will be the chance I can get back, I know what I have done wrong and I know how stupid and ignorant I've been acting the last of the time I also was on the server, as it wasn't only a 1-day thing, my toxicity had been ranging from a huge variety of time within the community, and it has been a completely unacceptable behavior that had come from my side, and what it's worth I really do apologize for everything.. Please do consider letting me back and I will be most grateful!
Have a nice day everyone!
Additional Information: I hope this application will be considered as another chance for me, to behave properly and only have some fun with friends and other people within the community.
Appeal Type: Apology
Which staff member issued the punishment?: Code Monkey
How long were you banned/blacklisted for?: Permanent
Your Steam Name: Jack P
Your Roleplay Name: Jack Alex-Peterson
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:74363381
Why were you banned/blacklisted?: 2.5 Mass RDM
Why should this appeal be considered?: It has been over a year now, and I decided to give it a rest with appeals, as I wrote one almost every 2nd month I think. After the last appeal I made got denied, I thought it was time to move on to something else for a while, cause people didn't really want me back, or at least the staff and I respect that.
It's been over a year now, and I think it's about time to make another attempt once again, so here it is. I've been a part of this community for about 6 years now I believe, at least 5 or so, with bans on and off of course, which a few of them has also been perm bans so you can take it as you will(with being a part of it in these times or not, I do but technically not I know but oh well).
I've been strongly considering the thought process of everything that had been going through my mind in the time of the situation where I got banned from the community, and strongly realized the stupid things I did, I do not wanna call them mistakes cause I did them on purpose, I WILL, however, call them stupid actions from my side, and a messed up thought process leading up to all this. I had just created a decent reputation within the community, which I MYSELF had ruined for myself ONCE again as usual, and that led me to the way I behaved and acted up upon that scene of the incident.
To come to the point, instead of dragging this out like insane, over 1 year ago I decided the "Best" action would just be to ACTUALLY leave the community, cause I was clearly not capable of doing that myself, as it's been a big part of my "Life" yeah I know.. Sad lmao, anyway so I decided to get myself banned. Deciding to get banned alone was a stupid way of leaving, and then the fact of what I did made it even more drastic and stupid, I decided to go off duty from police, and grab a weapon from my storage, whereas I went to the Bazaars Area. When I went to bazaar I waited for the right moment, to shoot someone up and waited for the proper right amount of people to show up as well, and to my so-called what I would have called it back then "Luck", or "Stupidity" there was a group of people passing by.
I decided upon them entering Bazaar and shoot them up, then starting to shoot a bunch of or at least attempt to shoot up a bunch of other people, within the bazaar.
After I was brought to an admin sit, and acted in an unhuman and childish behavior I was banned for originally 1 year, but followed by that it was extended to by 1 more year, making it 2 years for being extra toxic to other people, who wasn't really involved in anything I had just done..
I got mad after the actions of the ban being decreased to 1 more year and I decided to go on a rage onto the staff member who extended my ban, threatened to DDoS the staff member as well, which was probably the most stupid thing I could've done.
I honestly do sincerely regret the actions I had ontaken myself within the server, and causing harm and toxicity within the community completely uncalled for, and completely unnecessarily, and I really do apologize to everyone I acted childish towards and was toxic towards, I wanna return to this great community I once played a lot on, and still plan to come back again.
I don't know if this is ever gonna be a possibility, but if it is I hope this will be the chance I can get back, I know what I have done wrong and I know how stupid and ignorant I've been acting the last of the time I also was on the server, as it wasn't only a 1-day thing, my toxicity had been ranging from a huge variety of time within the community, and it has been a completely unacceptable behavior that had come from my side, and what it's worth I really do apologize for everything.. Please do consider letting me back and I will be most grateful!
Have a nice day everyone!
Additional Information: I hope this application will be considered as another chance for me, to behave properly and only have some fun with friends and other people within the community.