Ahh, i know what you're all going to say "YOU'VE JUST RESIGNED, WTF?!?!?" Let me stress that when i resgined i was under a lot of pressure from friends / family regarding real life things, i do not wish to share these here however i would be willing to some what explain to you all if neccessary, anyway, let's move onto the application shall we?
IN-GAME NAME: Lewis Doman
AGE: 15
COUNTRY: United Kingdom, Birmingham
STEAM ID: STEAM_0:1:67145457
WHY SHOULD YOU BE AN ENFORCER:
Now, i honestly cannot stress enough how bad i feel for letting all of you down, i was a hard working and loyal staff member, but things that were happening were just influencing my decisions differently to how i'd normally act. I specifically want apolagise to the senior administration team, they gave me a chance and i essentially threw it back into their faces when i left, what i should of done was just took a break and cleared my head, i shouldent of just resigned there and then, but i did. I made excuses as to why i left to somewhat make myself feel 'better' about resigning, this was wrong and it will not be done again.
I guess ill now speak about why im re-applying, if im going to increase in activity on the server, and if ill try as hard as i did. Lets start with the re-applying. After resigining from the staff team i noticed how much i missed being able to help out the community, i missed coming on and being able to speak to a lot of the staff team and see how they're doing etc, i missed discussing and helping the members of the community, let's just say what i did was a huge mistake. Now, onto my activity. I have been playing on the server for a couple of days now (without having the stress to do reports) and i've had a great laugh, one of my good freinds Chicken has re-joined the commuinity and we've been playing as cop and it's been great fun. I can honestly say that i am now intrested once again in the gamemode. As for whether ill try as hard as i did? Absolutley, i will try my absolute hardest to help out the server and the community once again, i will be on as much as i can enforcing as much as i previously did. However, i do want to mention one thing. Keep in mind that i do have a high amount of exams coming up, these are known as GCSE's for you all that do not know. I WILL have to take time out of perp to begin revising for these exams and work for them, this im sure you're all aware of.
There is still one thing i need to realiterate and it's that i will NOT purposely resign again, it's been a wake up call to me knowing that what i did was out of order, it will not happen again. I also want to say that i will still be active in the OOC chat and the /help chat as much as i was, this will insure that i am able to help other as much as possiable.
HAVE YOU BEEN ADMIN ON ANY OTHER SERVERS:
I have been a Moderator on this server prior to resigning.
ARE YOU ACTIVE ON THE TEAMSPEAK: I am always on teamspeak no matter what im doing.
DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY: I want to wish all of the other applicants the best of luck with their applications and i hope everyone stays safe. I want to thank everyone that writes on this application for doing so and i hope your decisions are well made and justified. Thanks for reading
-Lewis
CONTACT INFORMATION: Teamspeak : MrLewis
IN-GAME NAME: Lewis Doman
AGE: 15
COUNTRY: United Kingdom, Birmingham
STEAM ID: STEAM_0:1:67145457
WHY SHOULD YOU BE AN ENFORCER:
Now, i honestly cannot stress enough how bad i feel for letting all of you down, i was a hard working and loyal staff member, but things that were happening were just influencing my decisions differently to how i'd normally act. I specifically want apolagise to the senior administration team, they gave me a chance and i essentially threw it back into their faces when i left, what i should of done was just took a break and cleared my head, i shouldent of just resigned there and then, but i did. I made excuses as to why i left to somewhat make myself feel 'better' about resigning, this was wrong and it will not be done again.
I guess ill now speak about why im re-applying, if im going to increase in activity on the server, and if ill try as hard as i did. Lets start with the re-applying. After resigining from the staff team i noticed how much i missed being able to help out the community, i missed coming on and being able to speak to a lot of the staff team and see how they're doing etc, i missed discussing and helping the members of the community, let's just say what i did was a huge mistake. Now, onto my activity. I have been playing on the server for a couple of days now (without having the stress to do reports) and i've had a great laugh, one of my good freinds Chicken has re-joined the commuinity and we've been playing as cop and it's been great fun. I can honestly say that i am now intrested once again in the gamemode. As for whether ill try as hard as i did? Absolutley, i will try my absolute hardest to help out the server and the community once again, i will be on as much as i can enforcing as much as i previously did. However, i do want to mention one thing. Keep in mind that i do have a high amount of exams coming up, these are known as GCSE's for you all that do not know. I WILL have to take time out of perp to begin revising for these exams and work for them, this im sure you're all aware of.
There is still one thing i need to realiterate and it's that i will NOT purposely resign again, it's been a wake up call to me knowing that what i did was out of order, it will not happen again. I also want to say that i will still be active in the OOC chat and the /help chat as much as i was, this will insure that i am able to help other as much as possiable.
HAVE YOU BEEN ADMIN ON ANY OTHER SERVERS:
I have been a Moderator on this server prior to resigning.
ARE YOU ACTIVE ON THE TEAMSPEAK: I am always on teamspeak no matter what im doing.
DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY: I want to wish all of the other applicants the best of luck with their applications and i hope everyone stays safe. I want to thank everyone that writes on this application for doing so and i hope your decisions are well made and justified. Thanks for reading
-LewisCONTACT INFORMATION: Teamspeak : MrLewis
